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Lalalala, lalalalaa..i'm in pieces~ can you fix me? haha If only life was like abc ! U CAN GIVE ME <3, HUGS and sometimes :D
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XINYU's BDAE 7 JUNE
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LOL to shushuang: i dun hate bus liaos :D
cos hor..todae i went mac wif my mother den we took this 89 bus and i think THAT THE BUS DRIVER IS VERY SHUAI, NOT JUS THAT HE SEEMS VERY YOUNG, i was wondering why he is working as a bus driver lo..anw thats not the point HE WAS VERY POLITE TO THE PASSENGERS! EVEN WHEN THE AH MA NVR PRESS THE BELL HE STILL OPEN THE DOOR AND LET HER ALIGHT WITHOUT WHINNING AND COMPLAINING not lyk last time when i took that bus, the bus driver kns lo, attitude so suck..
Den my mother and i tried the new mac thingy i dno if its new anymore but..it sucks! The taste lyk very confusing lo its lyk pancake as bread den got honey inside, very sweet..sweet until i cant even taste dao the meat hahas.. den i went out wif vodka at punggol park after the oral it was ok la fun lo but he keep tickling me! zz~~
Ms huang didnt let us finish describing the pic lo! i talked half way den she move on to the conversation, haix i think i didnt do well la and i was too loud..even i kno that myself -.-
READING ALOUD DOESNT MEAN THAT U READ ALOUD = HIGH MARKS. lol >< i paused a lot laa hahs.
Den late at night, i went out wif my dad.
As after the breakfast, my mom quarrelled wif me. She didnt wan to buy me the contact lens even though she promised me that she would. Den she told me to tell my dad to bring me go buy them becos if she goes she has to pay for it, and so i asked my dad. And he brought me to compass and buy lo den when everything was settled my mother nagged again -.- she said "$280 so expensive i thot i asked u to go my fren's shop and buy?" DEN SHE OWN SELF CANNOT BRING ME GO MEH SHE SAID THAT WHEN SHE'S FREE SHE WOULD AND TODAE IS HER DAY OFF BUT SHE WENT TO TAKE BOAT TO DNO SOME PLACE TO DO PRAYING.
I jus wanted some reward for my "hard" work LOL.
Overall i'm happier todae and hopefully the next dae and next next...... back to top?

I'm confused. Lol, anw nothing much to say la i jus went out wif dan for badminton lo and he bullied me! He smacked me so many times, and the shuttle hit me twice -.- si dan dan...hahas. It's quite fun but i'ill sure hav some muscle ache tml, haiz..over-exercise i guess. Dan seems very pro lor..and i'm jus a newbie, he should have go easy on me ma..
Tml got maths olympiad competition..seriously not looking forward to it, but i cant pon :( as i already pon all the lessons lo, den after that is proj wif xiang yi they all, that part i do look forward to it lols.
Anw, thats abt it -.- back to top?

走投无路了。
该做的我也做了，不该做的我也都做了。
i wished that this is just a dream, once i'm awake it will not be in my mind anymore.
And i believe that just cause someone stops loving you, it doesn't mean it's easy for you to stop loving them, hahas.
Today everyone damn nice lo, either no reply or very late reply.
I feel that i hav the rights to kno wad is goin on la..but if u guys rli dun wan to let me kno, i jus wanna sae i can take it de lo, i live in this world for 15 yrs liao 还有什么我不可以接受的？
I WANT THE TRUTH! back to top?

Maybe i should just get over abt it, i think that there isn't much hope left to 挽回那段感情. Although will 舍不得 but it's ok de la, there are still lots of GOOD guys outside and it's just that i haven't met one yet lo. Anw thanks to those that stayed by me , talked to me and comfort me. Rli appreciate it and actually i was very sad, just that i don't wan u guys to worry abt me la so i tried to joke arnd lo, telling u guys those weird weird conclusion that i've came up. HAHA. back to top?

Aiyo, today after school, we talked abt the outing wif bengs again and it was until five plus, well i think i did enjoy as in they were very funny and everything laa.
I don't rli know if i should be happy right now as u know..things are still a lil wrong and weird -.- i dno wad he's thinking..anw thats abt it lor, too many things happened and i don't think i should say them all out here, cos u know..they might get some how upset ba..privacy ma Haha back to top?

Rules of the Taggy Quiz: A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.Here are my answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
- kill him, third party and myself.
#2. If you can have a dream comes true, what would it be ?
- my are-u-lying device
#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
- all white becos it means pure :]
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
- erm no, i know wad's best for myself and wad's not. (beep, beep, beep)
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Dno leh, haven't got to meet one yet .
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
- Loving someone, at least u are confirm he is someone u can love? better than unsure abt whether to love him or not?
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- another few more yrs, but hopefully not when i'm 30 or so lol.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
- See if i can forget him lor, if can't den i will try harder, i don't wanna be third party or some stupid replacment.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
- Being cheated over and over again. Bad results.
#10. What do you want most in life ?
- Respect.
#11. Is being tagged fun ?
- Not rly, u can read and not tag anything.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
- Still getting cheated.
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you ?
- Parents and friends.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
- uh..? Some kind soul that decided to drop by and tag?
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
- Single & rich, well..i'm sicked of being cheated.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
- Rabit! They are so cute, lovely and tamed.
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
- Study?
#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
- Stupid i guess. (Do u hear any beeping sounds? lol)
#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
- Tio rejected.
#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be?
- Love. Dun need explaination ba.. back to top?

Ok..this afternoon I had some chat wif the three Ls, den we were planning abt the upcoming "outing wif bengs" lol -.-
But i didn't rli wanna go, as in i felt that all the guys have some fked up attitude and i seriously hate it, if they don't wan/don't like can just say out right? Why keep denying the fact that u didn't wan or didn't like ? It's just 2 WORDS AFTER ALL. Though sometimes i had a hard time saying out those two words but, U GUYS SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS CAUSE U GUYS 骗人不眨眼!
Nicholas is damn pro, he said he will call me at 2am and well, it was a holiday so i thought that there isn't harm waiting for him and he mentioned he would CALL EARLIER, BUT NO HE DIDN'T AND I HAD TO TALK TO IRVING WHILE WAITING FOR HIM THEN WHEN IT WAS 2AM I FELT LIKE KILLING MYSELF, I ACTUALLY WAITED FOR HIM AND THE NEXT DAY HE SMSED AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE FELL ASLEEP.
They like to use " call you later " and end with a "i'm sorry " message the next day or maybe worse, they don't even say sorry -.-
Ok la maybe it's a very common phrase and I shouldn't be taking it too seriously, but haiz..I just hate that feeling.
Sometimes I even gave in and called him, telling him something like " ah I couldn't wait for you to call me so I'm calling you before u do, see how much I missed you? " then we both would be happily laughing away but now, that person doesn't even answer my call and i believe that on the next day, he probably will say "0oh I was sleeping already." when the fact that he might not be sleeping but talking to some other people he likes.
Maybe i should not be so 小气 and treat this "call you later" less seriously the next time someone says it to me, hahas.
AURA SAYS THAT "CALL U LATER" MEANS "
aiya whatever la. later i bored then you entertain me ."
Ok i don't know how i should be feeling right now cause i've once hated someone that told me "call u later" but ended up not calling me and by the way it was something more like, "oh i will call u everyday" but there was one day he didn't call. back to top?

I CANNOT THINK OF OTHER THINGS TO WRITE SO IM GONNA WRITE THIS WHILE IT IS STILL FRESH, DELICIOUS & NOT SO NICE IN MY MIND.

It all started because of AURA a.k.a vic a.k.a PERVERT!
Lol.
He wanted a Dota match, probably with peace and harmony, but sadly it wasn't and got pretty chaotic. He made my clannies all sad by BD-ing to win!
Honestly, it was damn cheap (臭) and so Dong was scolding, swearing and yeah u know all the vulgarities came out like bullet train then Aura's friends didn't even bother to stay and settle this once and for all or perhaps i was still lagging inside therefore i didn't know wad happened outside the channels.
For me, I'm expecting an apology but it's ok 我看得很开的 just a game ma, cannot break apart my wonderful friendship between me and aura right? :] anw i don't wanna to quarrel over such small things like last time lor..someone actually REFUSES TO TALK TO ME JUS BECAUSE OF A DOTA GAME.
And yeah, back to the game i random-ed and got spectre but i swapped with Dong and i got Ogre Magi, well..it is gay if it gives multi-cast a lot but sadly it didn't and it was a score of 6 - 11 for me i think, but i'm ok with it la i thought we were gonna win with that HAOLIAN troll keep saying i feed WHEN HE BROUGHT HIS WHOLE TROOP OF CENTAUR TO GIVE INVOKER METEOR EAT but i must admit, troll can HL cos he rli is BETTER. -.-
Then when we were getting a lil slacking and i thought we mega-ed them?
But they still were able to control the creeps, so we were spamming "all mid!".
Hoping that we can end this long laggy game -.-
But we sorta failed la, cos we were kinda scattered arnd, and yea they got disable, gay stunners so we got pawned i guess, then when things were getting a lil tense, they bd-ed
AND SO
we lost. To some noob and dirty gay shyt bd -.-
Dong and others got very angry but well, I'm ok with it now.
Aura i don't blame you :] i blame your friends LOL back to top?