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Lalalala, lalalalaa..i'm in pieces~ can you fix me? haha If only life was like abc ! U CAN GIVE ME <3, HUGS and sometimes :D
IMPT: <3@6/1/12
XINYU's BDAE 7 JUNE
ARINA'S BDAE 16 AUG
AISHAHS'S BDAE 29 DEC




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EEEE ltr got many many good shows! lyk 唯我独尊? and Charlie and the chocolate factory! But i think..todae is father's day? Therefore, we are celebrating it wif my dad..well my mother thought of buying boxers lolol..so we all shared the cost lo :]
Haiz i was very happy on friday, becos someone that i used to lyk a lot a lot came bak to me..and jus one night of talking, all my old feelings for him came bak? And i was all set to give everything i hav to him (erm pls do not think dirty ><) My feelings seems to be always on standby mode, waiting for that fridae to come...and well it came :] but hor..he doent seems to be very sure of his feeling thou..but im ok wif it! I can wait..lyk wad i had been doing for the past few months..and i suppose i can wait for lyk another 1 yr? I dno why i'm always waiting for him..anw why can't he jus be a lil serious and stop answering me wif a "don't know", lyk or dun lyk very hard to ans meh? >.> He used to be very straight and jus rejected me even when i cried and asked him to stay..and now that he came bak..i thought he was willing to give it a try..but on sat, he asked if i think that it's possible between me and him well..i've always thot that its possible if not why was i waiting? And i rli thot he had felt the same but he didnt. He was jus hesitating all along..den i told him that i will decide for him and i told him to tell me a no..and he jus followed and he mentioned that he doesnt wan anyone to get hurt, but he's hurting me wif that bloody no! Den i told him why not a yes? den he was sayin that me and him wont last even if it was a yes, he sae he do hav a lil feeling for me and i think that a lil is enuff to become a lot de lo cos i've always believed that 感情是可以培养的..it's jus that whether u wan or not lo..and i guess he doesnt wan ba? Cos he jus kept thinking negatively..? Why wont last leh? he doesnt even give a proper reason but jus repeatedly tell me that we wont last de..Is age gap rli a very big prob? 4 yrs rli do make a different? Or is it that im a spare tyre? lolol.. even if spare tyre oso can last for few days/weeks ma..he jus kept saying no! den why the hell he came bak? if he rli wan to toy me den 敢敢 toy ma..why care abt my fking feelings..and jus kept hesitating there..maybe he's nice? Well, whether he's acting to be nice or not..the way he do things hor..makes me hav the thinking that ALL guys are nice and thats why i gave in too much to them.. back to top?