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Lalalala, lalalalaa..i'm in pieces~ can you fix me? haha If only life was like abc ! U CAN GIVE ME <3, HUGS and sometimes :D
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XINYU's BDAE 7 JUNE
ARINA'S BDAE 16 AUG
AISHAHS'S BDAE 29 DEC




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当幸福来临时，我就越是要防抗。
我指的是简单的幸福，请不要误会。哈哈。
它越是真实，我就越是质疑它。
我会害怕它不过是短暂的敷衍我；同情我。
为什么我不停的怀疑我本应有的一切。
学着孤单不代表我需要维持它。
偶尔的“你们”让我更了解了自己。

Hoho. Acting chim muahaha.
Many thanks to all my frens/enemies!
2 more days till A levels end! Must learn to 'appreciate' these 2 days of studying!
HAHA. Chem mcq was okay. Glad that it wasnt as difficult as in the past? :) back to top?

I think i have changed.
I have learned to be rude. Very disrespectful to my family members.
But i rli don't know if it's right/wrong to behave so.
I think i have changed because of them lor.
I actually like to be alone now ? Maybe it's just a period which everyone will experience at some point of time ? I guess it's ok to be lonely? And to even enjoy being lonely?
I know i used to be very VERY talkative haha but dno why i have became selective and only choose to speak to ppl whom i want to.
And behaving so is really selfish? Like who are u to decide who is worth talking to u right.
I guess i really should stop that habit of ignoring them. back to top?

OMG AWESOME MOVIE! I'M SO GLAD I'VE WATCHED IT TODAY. ESPECIALLY WITH MY BESTIE ><
So glad i didnt watch it with a guy. Cause it will be damnnnn awkward haha.
Ok! FEW MORE DAYS AND A LVL WILL BE OVER. Can't believe i have been repeating this non-stop.
Anw dad gonna work full shift soon.. SO i will be damn bored at home. But it oso means that i can SKIP dinner if i wan to. And dun nidda DaBao for him too ! :x oops. I'm selfish as ever haha.
Feeling damn depressed this morning. Cause i weighed myself and realised i did not lose weight. N in fact i've gained some ARGH this is so irritating i thot i have more time to work out. Yet it's working in the reverse direction. WHAT WENT WRONG? i am not as busy as earlier this year. But surprisingly it's not up to wad i've expected I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. MUST BE WHAT I'M EATING. OR IS IT THE NEW EXERCISE REGIME. OMG PLS LET ME LOSE SOME WEIGHT. I RLI CANT GO ON LIKE THIS. ESPECIALLY WHEN NEW YR IS SO NEAR!
I WOULDNT EVEN DARE TO BREATHE IF IT CARRIES ON AT THIS RATE. LOL
Maybe i nid some professional advice. Or some kickboxing lesson. WHATEVER WORKS.
Managed to borrow The Help at sengkang lib todae! YAY! something to keep me through the lonely night HAHA. To solve my insomnia lah.
Maybe i should considering jogging 3 times a day. i dont want to be/sound obsessed but IM FORCED TO!
ok back to the movie! Actually it was rli touching. But i stayed strong hehe. And becos i watched it in the cinema i actually paid attention to it! AND i realised the reason to those blue ink! HAHA oh well. LOVE THEIR ACTING. TRULY CONVINCING :)
But the plot was a LIL too dirty. HAHA.
If it's a real story. One thing i've learnt from it would be
徒劳无益
Chen yan xi said that not everything you do in life will benefit u?
This is so true. And also! If he can write a story. WE ALL CAN DO THAT TOO. ESPECIALLY OUR OWN STORY HAHA!
INSPIRED TO WRITE A NOVEL NOW LOL!
Sadly, this is jus 三分钟热度. back to top?

I have been wondering if I am allowed to hate THIS or should we say her? Maybe I could but there will be no point to it, 'cause i can't change anything.
So I guess I can only accept it and pray hard for a change. HAHA
I'm so fed up! I'm gonna stop dieting i guess.. It's not working and maybe I'm just too obsessed with the result. I can't believe I did that to myself.. OMGGG >:( back to top?

I FEEL LIKE GAMING ALR! SOMEONE STOP ME :(!
still got 5 more papers but i can't wait to play alr! AHHH HOWWWW!!
And the rain just makes me lazier! >:( back to top?

I CAN'T..
STOP SLACKING..
OMG I HATE MYSELF ! ><
3 MORE DAYS TO ECONS PAPER 1 AND CHEM PAPER 2. It's not over yet :(
The one thing i wanna do after 'A' would be to CLEAN my computer. Lol. Too many test papers' soft copies! MESSY! Haha!
I CAN'T..
WAIT TO SEE XY TOO! HAHA BU JIAN BU SAN NEXT NEXT WEEK :) back to top?

I'M ALMOST THERE! JY! 5 MORE DAYS! SOOOO GLAD THAT GP IS OVER! :D back to top?

I've to confess that I'm SOOOOO in love with Keiko Kitagawa!




PLEASE DO SUPPORT HER! :D back to top?

Seriously looking forward to 1st dec. When things finally come to an end.
Just had my final GP consultation! My teacher tried to encourage me and instill much positive thinking in me. I really hope that things can go as well as she predicts but are all these done to only calm us down?
I must admit i haven't been fair to GP, considering the amount of time I've spent on it. I'm way too biased. So perhaps I don't deserve to complain if things aren't really going my way. Is it too late to change?
I'm always putting the blame on others and after all, it was my decision that things have turned ugly and not to what I've expected.
THIS IS SO DEPRESSING and my friend is still pestering me! Maybe I do deserve that too, for not being strong in turning her down. back to top?

I'm dying to ask a question, ironically, i do not seek for an answer..
How? >:(
Jus finished watching Paradise Kiss omggggg got all the cute jap actor and actress! ESPECIALLY KEIKO! <3 YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT! haha I'm slacking again! ><
Anw went to school in the morning.. heard some bad news.. EXPERIENCED SOME BAD NEWS TOO lol SHE IS PESTERING ME SO MUCH! Arghh it's not that I don't like her!
Jus that..she's too 粘 liao. and's fyi! It's my consultation slot ok! :( Don't put me in a difficult spot! 'Cause u know I can't bear to reject u! :( back to top?

:) YESH 我说到做到~~
I'm determined to blog again! Although I don't really have much time to slack around! But I really got LOTS of things to share especially to my beloved *AHEM*
P.S I'm so sorry that I'm gonna miss your sis's bdae party! Really wish to join you but my parents are strongly against it.. SO BIASED RIGHT. MY BRO CAN GO FOR ANY CHALET HE WANTS AND NOT ME. HMPH!
YAH I KNOW I HAVE EXAMS BUT ONE DAY ONLY WADDD...
OMG speaking of one day i really wanna watch that movie! It's so sad that I'm gonna sit out all these blockbusters films! LIKE in time too.. :(
Oh well I can save money anw!
Going back to study soon.. I think I really have no life now. 'Cause I'm always studying whenever I am free.. AND i even have to sacrifice my fav 9pm show :( It's so rare that channel 8 has something nice! and i only get to appreciate them through reading the I magazine.. haiz!
Almost went to cut my hair! Luckily I didnt because i have plans! To either dye/perm/rebond. WHATEVER. I have to change my hairstyle! It's the least i can do to represent A NEW 'ME' that is VERY MUCH MORE MATURED AND INDEPENDENT HEHES..
oh and. I'VE CHANGED MY HOTMAIL. And I probably will start using it soon! Like after As. Not that I'm avoiding anybody! Just to clarify haha but because it's just too childish..fyi i created that in Primary school. You can't blame me for that right! back to top?