RAHHG!

Dilemma

2012-01-15T14:05:00.001+08:00

Is it right to date your best friend? :/

Persevere

2011-12-18T09:59:00.002+08:00

站久舞台就是你的，减久了就成功减到了！

Disappointment

2011-12-16T09:34:00.001+08:00

我想我永远不会明白，应为我看不到进度。
对不起!

恐惧症

2011-11-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

当幸福来临时，我就越是要防抗。
我指的是简单的幸福，请不要误会。哈哈。
它越是真实，我就越是质疑它。
我会害怕它不过是短暂的敷衍我；同情我。
为什么我不停的怀疑我本应有的一切。
学着孤单不代表我需要维持它。
偶尔的“你们”让我更了解了自己。

Hoho. Acting chim muahaha.
Many thanks to all my frens/enemies!
2 more days till A levels end! Must learn to 'appreciate' these 2 days of studying!
HAHA. Chem mcq was okay. Glad that it wasnt as difficult as in the past? :)

Haix

2011-11-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

I think i have changed.
I have learned to be rude. Very disrespectful to my family members.
But i rli don't know if it's right/wrong to behave so.
I think i have changed because of them lor.
I actually like to be alone now ? Maybe it's just a period which everyone will experience at some point of time ? I guess it's ok to be lonely? And to even enjoy being lonely?
I know i used to be very VERY talkative haha but dno why i have became selective and only choose to speak to ppl whom i want to.
And behaving so is really selfish? Like who are u to decide who is worth talking to u right.
I guess i really should stop that habit of ignoring them.

那些年

2011-11-24T20:07:00.004+08:00

OMG AWESOME MOVIE! I'M SO GLAD I'VE WATCHED IT TODAY. ESPECIALLY WITH MY BESTIE ><
So glad i didnt watch it with a guy. Cause it will be damnnnn awkward haha.
Ok! FEW MORE DAYS AND A LVL WILL BE OVER. Can't believe i have been repeating this non-stop.
Anw dad gonna work full shift soon.. SO i will be damn bored at home. But it oso means that i can SKIP dinner if i wan to. And dun nidda DaBao for him too ! :x oops. I'm selfish as ever haha.
Feeling damn depressed this morning. Cause i weighed myself and realised i did not lose weight. N in fact i've gained some ARGH this is so irritating i thot i have more time to work out. Yet it's working in the reverse direction. WHAT WENT WRONG? i am not as busy as earlier this year. But surprisingly it's not up to wad i've expected I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. MUST BE WHAT I'M EATING. OR IS IT THE NEW EXERCISE REGIME. OMG PLS LET ME LOSE SOME WEIGHT. I RLI CANT GO ON LIKE THIS. ESPECIALLY WHEN NEW YR IS SO NEAR!
I WOULDNT EVEN DARE TO BREATHE IF IT CARRIES ON AT THIS RATE. LOL
Maybe i nid some professional advice. Or some kickboxing lesson. WHATEVER WORKS.
Managed to borrow The Help at sengkang lib todae! YAY! something to keep me through the lonely night HAHA. To solve my insomnia lah.
Maybe i should considering jogging 3 times a day. i dont want to be/sound obsessed but IM FORCED TO!
ok back to the movie! Actually it was rli touching. But i stayed strong hehe. And becos i watched it in the cinema i actually paid attention to it! AND i realised the reason to those blue ink! HAHA oh well. LOVE THEIR ACTING. TRULY CONVINCING :)
But the plot was a LIL too dirty. HAHA.
If it's a real story. One thing i've learnt from it would be
徒劳无益
Chen yan xi said that not everything you do in life will benefit u?
This is so true. And also! If he can write a story. WE ALL CAN DO THAT TOO. ESPECIALLY OUR OWN STORY HAHA!
INSPIRED TO WRITE A NOVEL NOW LOL!
Sadly, this is jus 三分钟热度.

这样可以吗？

2011-11-18T19:18:00.003+08:00

I have been wondering if I am allowed to hate THIS or should we say her? Maybe I could but there will be no point to it, 'cause i can't change anything.
So I guess I can only accept it and pray hard for a change. HAHA
I'm so fed up! I'm gonna stop dieting i guess.. It's not working and maybe I'm just too obsessed with the result. I can't believe I did that to myself.. OMGGG >:(

:(

2011-11-15T17:36:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE GAMING ALR! SOMEONE STOP ME :(!
still got 5 more papers but i can't wait to play alr! AHHH HOWWWW!!
And the rain just makes me lazier! >:(

I can't

2011-11-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T..
STOP SLACKING..
OMG I HATE MYSELF ! ><
3 MORE DAYS TO ECONS PAPER 1 AND CHEM PAPER 2. It's not over yet :(
The one thing i wanna do after 'A' would be to CLEAN my computer. Lol. Too many test papers' soft copies! MESSY! Haha!
I CAN'T..
WAIT TO SEE XY TOO! HAHA BU JIAN BU SAN NEXT NEXT WEEK :)

JIAYOU!

2011-11-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

I'M ALMOST THERE! JY! 5 MORE DAYS! SOOOO GLAD THAT GP IS OVER! :D

Confession

2011-11-04T22:21:00.006+08:00

I've to confess that I'm SOOOOO in love with Keiko Kitagawa!

PLEASE DO SUPPORT HER! :D

Reasons to smile

2011-11-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

Seriously looking forward to 1st dec. When things finally come to an end.
Just had my final GP consultation! My teacher tried to encourage me and instill much positive thinking in me. I really hope that things can go as well as she predicts but are all these done to only calm us down?
I must admit i haven't been fair to GP, considering the amount of time I've spent on it. I'm way too biased. So perhaps I don't deserve to complain if things aren't really going my way. Is it too late to change?
I'm always putting the blame on others and after all, it was my decision that things have turned ugly and not to what I've expected.
THIS IS SO DEPRESSING and my friend is still pestering me! Maybe I do deserve that too, for not being strong in turning her down.

Question.

2011-11-02T18:46:00.002+08:00

I'm dying to ask a question, ironically, i do not seek for an answer..
How? >:(
Jus finished watching Paradise Kiss omggggg got all the cute jap actor and actress! ESPECIALLY KEIKO! <3 YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT! haha I'm slacking again! ><
Anw went to school in the morning.. heard some bad news.. EXPERIENCED SOME BAD NEWS TOO lol SHE IS PESTERING ME SO MUCH! Arghh it's not that I don't like her!
Jus that..she's too 粘 liao. and's fyi! It's my consultation slot ok! :( Don't put me in a difficult spot! 'Cause u know I can't bear to reject u! :(

I'M BACKKK

2011-11-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

:) YESH 我说到做到~~
I'm determined to blog again! Although I don't really have much time to slack around! But I really got LOTS of things to share especially to my beloved *AHEM*
P.S I'm so sorry that I'm gonna miss your sis's bdae party! Really wish to join you but my parents are strongly against it.. SO BIASED RIGHT. MY BRO CAN GO FOR ANY CHALET HE WANTS AND NOT ME. HMPH!
YAH I KNOW I HAVE EXAMS BUT ONE DAY ONLY WADDD...
OMG speaking of one day i really wanna watch that movie! It's so sad that I'm gonna sit out all these blockbusters films! LIKE in time too.. :(
Oh well I can save money anw!
Going back to study soon.. I think I really have no life now. 'Cause I'm always studying whenever I am free.. AND i even have to sacrifice my fav 9pm show :( It's so rare that channel 8 has something nice! and i only get to appreciate them through reading the I magazine.. haiz!
Almost went to cut my hair! Luckily I didnt because i have plans! To either dye/perm/rebond. WHATEVER. I have to change my hairstyle! It's the least i can do to represent A NEW 'ME' that is VERY MUCH MORE MATURED AND INDEPENDENT HEHES..
oh and. I'VE CHANGED MY HOTMAIL. And I probably will start using it soon! Like after As. Not that I'm avoiding anybody! Just to clarify haha but because it's just too childish..fyi i created that in Primary school. You can't blame me for that right!

LONG TIME NO SEE

2010-05-16T15:22:00.003+08:00

SIANNN counting down to june holidae!! ahhh cannot wait for it !
busy busy busy wif homework.. nvr ending plus 2 tests >< can i still secure my As?! :(
but sadly..i hav been failing gp since CA my only louya subj.. anw expected! plus still hav to take chinese.. btr score for chinese! next yr den worry abt gp ba LOL
actually many things happened.. and i pretty much forgotten them alr.. haha most recent is the sports day! HAIX last min i gei kiang wan run 400m...end up came in last.. some more i first runner lo wad a bad start! i even saw my fren's disappointed look when i passed her the baton.. IM DAMN SRY ! should hav tried harder.. i was nvr a sporty person anw.. i jus give up when i cant do something! i hate myself for running so slow! but glad that i ran and didnt stop becos of U GUYS..and eventually..we won third place thanks to my other classmates that were super fast! and 10s10 for being so supportive haha anw i learnt my lessons! THERES NO LIMIT IF U'RE DETERMINED..soo apply that on studies! dun give up until the last minute! miracles happen! hav to chiong studies over the hols.. im counting down so that i can use that to study and not play ok! >< ahh rarely see me so serious over studies haha *PROUD* :D
okkk..lastly i changed my songs alr! couldnt find YAB'S so i used the moon lovers one.. haha WATCH MOON LOVERS OK! ITS NICE! :D

SUN WITH MOON

2010-04-02T17:14:00.003+08:00

haha few days ago we went to this jap restaurant ! sun with moon >< to hav dinner wif my family.. we waited for soooooo long for that day and indeed.. it has ruined my jian fei ji hua muahaha but i dun care le la.. reaching 60 anw..IF IM 60 I WILL GIVE UP ><
Studies hav been the same.. stressssss..and procrastination carries on.. haixx disappointed in myself.. shouldnt expect too much from myself.. improve slowly ba..
missed my class outing ytd ! haha wanted to save money.. and since im not the oni one ! lets not feel guilty abt it hha.. rushed home to watch gossip girls that day LOL and chiong-ed down with love too ! omggg im so in love wif jerry yan now. Haha his acting is so damn good ! and he's so good looking ! and ella is cute too !! omggg.. but currently im watching p.s man too hha its blue and sonia ! omggg they're oso a very matching couple ! but hav to wait for new epi on every mon ! arghh hate the waiting part.. why cant they make the series into disc and sell ! den i can get to watch them on9 at one go ! ahha.. cca has been tough -.- and probably wont get selected for team ! but im not sad abt it.. still beginner anw ! can join the club is good enuff liaos.. and hopefully i'll play btr next yr and prove the coach wrong !
AND JOIN THE NATIONALS O.O haha.. so all for todae! finding other old jap drama to watch now lol >< WASTING TIME :X

WoOhOoOOo~~!

2010-03-14T14:55:00.004+08:00

HELLOPPL.
Camp was fun :D teambuilding games were rli challenging !
ESPECIALLY THE AMZAING RACE.. DAMN TOUGH and was rli shocked when we got 2nd place haha >< <3 10s10 ! couple dance was fun ! SOUL NIGHT WAS EXCELLENT ! SLPING CONDITION WAS OK..BATHING TIME WAS SHORT.. lol STINKY ALL THE TIME :D
AND THANKS TO OUR 3 CFs, THEY HAVE MADE OUR CAMP DAYS MEMORABLE ! :D
Glad that everyone was enthu :D *awesome clap* :D
Yaaaa..we were cheering all the time lo ! hopefully we can all be CFs next yr ! It'll be fun too :D
Back to hw-ing now.. thou im currently playing dota.. i will definitely do it ltr ! Maths is still very challenging.. chem has moved on to redox..and kinda confusing now cos IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST TOUCHED REDOX O.O mole was much easier to rmb :l BUT SHOULDNT BE A PROBLEM BA.. maths functions is killing me >.>
rli nid assessment books to guide me thru ! the notes are insufficient !!

Was watch the morgans movie jus now.. quite nice ! But i stopped half way >< simply lazy to continue watching this 1.5hrs movie >< but the storyline isnt that bad :D can tryyyy.. AND I WANNA WATCH DEAR JOHN ! :(

IM GONNA STUDY HARD !! HARD HARD HARDDDDD AND I HAV TOO !
TO xy: sry i forgot our shared-blog pass and user >.> sry sry sry ! and good luck to ur poly days ok !

WHY SO SERIOUS ?!

2010-03-04T23:18:00.004+08:00

OK i failed my STANDING BOARD JUMPPPPPPP..freakkkk nvr thot that standing is a killer >.> i always fear inclined ahh.. sit and reach ahh.. HOW COME ITS STANDING BOARD JUMP ?! wtfff...siann not SPE liao lo dun nid play games liao lo..ppl play den we do physical training lo..this is unfair ! I btr pass tml's 2.4km AND BTR GRT LIKE 16..lol which is quite impossible cos i was nvr a runner >.> I'm a slow jogger haha i can dun stop but cannot run fast @#!!#!@# BUT ITS OK as long as i dun stop I'll do just fine !
OK back to studies.. had difficulties wif maths.. i dun like functions when can we stop learning graphs ! i dun even get a single thing.. wad is 1 to 1 test vertical line test.. ahhh !! LOOKS ALIEN TO ME !#!$#@#! Chem was alright.. totally <3 Mr tan but he's jus a temporary teacher ! Someone else thats on VERY VERY LONG mc is gonna take us soon.. aww gonna miss him >< Econs was very sian.. i dun like explaining.. too longwinded..so i jus put agah agah description..den now teacher wan mark sia.. must re do liao lo.. put in the whole MAP thing..wif detailed explanation..haixx..okk den chinese was..boring lol thou we can tok alot alot >< but aiya still hav to respect the teacher.. ou er must comm. wif him LOL but he rli gets carried away all the time..liddat how to finish the passage ! >< But he's kinda over confi for us lo.. SO WAD IF WE GOT A2 FOR CHINESE.. doesnt mean JC oso get A grade right? but rli hope i can do well.. den next yr dun nid re take ! ANW tml no cca ! woot early release plus no cca ! CAN FINALLY WATCH RE LA LA WIF XY AND MG ! WEEEE!! haha dun be envious yet..cos sat still got training LOL..and after that got tuition.. den after that my consultation LOL and den finally can go home! BY THE TIME I REACH HOME I WON'T WAN TO DO ANYTHING den sat will jus fly pass.. lol sad ! TOTALLY BAD TIME MANAGEMENT I HOPE THAT I CAN BE MORE HARDWOKRING..AND SRSLY STOP PROCRASTINATING ! and btw im rli rli rli RLI very annoyed by someone in my class..cannot stand him sia.. totally feel like scolding him @#!#!%!#!#1 like i usually did in dota LOL>< but i shall not! cos that will spoil my reputation ! >< still putting on my fake mask in sch k ><
LASTLYYYY I HOPE HE CAN STOP HIS NONSENSE ! :D

hmm.. ?

2010-02-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

okayy firstly..ya ur post was touching but im sorry..
my teacher said that life is unfair..and i agree hahas..i got used to it too! And it takes time..to xi guan rejection..disappointment and stuff..so eventually u will get used to it too ? AND pls dun go for op or any surgery.. how u look is like a gift? So dun blame lah..or xian qi ur current look..I mean.. looks arent the oni impt thing wad..your parents would be sad if u want to go for makeover de..

Haix..anw this blog i changed the skin on my own lo! i will grow up ! learn things on my own.. not that i dun like ur guidance..it's jus that we both hav to let go lo hahas..i hav to let go of my over reliance on u and u hav to let go ur over concern over me :)

I DNO WAD TO SAE LIAOS.. i dun think u should hav told me wad actually happened..cos liddat there will be tong qing.. which u dun wan that to happen right ?

hi, how can i help u ? :D

2010-02-20T18:12:00.003+08:00

SIAN! SCH REOPEN ALR..as many of u guys kno..i got in tpjc (sub combi : cme, b ! yes i took bio again cos i hate phy now ! )
HOHO.. i went dre firstly becos..sch teachers told me NOT to go srjc ( kinda regret now ! I MISS NVSS PEEPS ~! AND I WAN MY SCH TO BE NEARERRRRR) secondly.. THE UNIFORM IS GREEENNNNN! :D LASTLY! dickson and chainer came from tpjc :D
TPJC ORIENTATION SO SHORT -.- 2 days nia..jiu hav to attend lectures.. anw i made new frens ! haha thou many are malays ! (not being racist !!) and we're gonna hav a camp in sch ! orientation camp ~ i scared of camp sia.. that time sec 2 camp >< lets not tok abt that ! hoho
HMMM..everything is so diff in jc :( hav to move arnd the sch WHEN IM STILL NOT FAMILIAR WIF IT ! >.> i hav to always ask them wheres block b wheres block c d e f g
LOL sian lo :l always lost..some more the hall is at the bottom ? so weirddd~#@!$
AND econs is fun to kno but not fun to be tested.. lol rli hate failing the quickcheck !##@$%~ 4/10 -.- siannnnn
more to come oso >.> lucky thats not graded ! hahas
HAV TO MEET UP MORE WIF XY AND OTHERS ! should stay in touchhhh.. and recently i bought a new pair of sports shoes ! NEW BALANCE DE haha like the blue colour :D but quite ex thou.. nvm la will use dao..plus its angpow money :D srsly dun feel like doing gp hw !! zzz so difficult to understand..family as an impt role ?! >.> ahhh nvr think so much lo !

happiness

2010-01-22T11:08:00.001+08:00

YES our best chance for happiness is learning to be happy as an individual :)
YES independent :)
game started dota first LOL jus wanna sae.. this yr ain't a good yr after all ! i was wrong 4#!%!%#

FREEDOM

2009-12-27T11:38:00.004+08:00

yes ! i'm finally free.. had been working non-stop this week ! $!#%!& But i'm glad that i did so ! Haha getting my pay soon woot !! but the money oso give mother keep de lo haizz.. Anw ytd was horrible ! In fact everydae at work is horrble...everyone jus keep scolding and scolding.. like venting anger on me ?! Bo bian oso.. i youngest ma.. they got pride i dun hav lo ? >.>
Nvm ba.. it's ending alr ! COS 2010 IS COMING SOON ~
i wanna attend the korean lessons at my cc !!! :( but it's 10 lessons at $100+ den my mother complain expensive..said that i always wan this and that.. while my dad always encourage me to go ahead.. after that i had a huge fight wif my mother lo.. cos i wanted to buy daddy a present for his bdae.. den she sae that i oni gave her a card on her bdae.. den i biased.. but i wasnt working then, of course i dun have the money right.. and whenever my mother wanna borrow money from me i would just lend her.. i dun even complain or anything ( anw those money is i save from my daily allowance ma ><) den she sae i pian xin ?! So i talked bak to her lo.. i sae that she oso pian xin towards my brother.. den she got damn upset and starting crying and scolding vulgarity too.. wtf lol >< everytime my brother ask her for money.. she just give lo and this time he wants to buy BRS( black rock shooter) figurine.. she oso give.. ME LEH ? EVERYTHING I WAN SHE DUN GIVE.. SHE NEVER GIVES !! @!$!%!@ But i still apologise lah.. hav to rang ta ma >.> she's my mother after all.. my dad says that it's becos of menopause ? Thats why she's so sensitive and stuff.. haha kinda true lah after that we're good alr..

During xmas, there were many regular customers that visited the restaurant.. and when i was on my way to my station from the bar.. a guest gave me a $50 tips.. wow !!~~ but cos i didnt serve him at all.. i returned the tips to him >.> $50 LEH FTW! den i told my colleague abt it.. he scolded me BAKA ! lol
Everydae my colleagues will complain that im slow.. im this.. im that.. srsly i had enuff lo.. i learnt to diam diam and let them say lahh.. after that they will be more happy and everything goes bak to normal ? HAHA ! so all i hadda do is to ren lo.. it's normal ba ? Going to work is all abt shou qi :)

LASTLY..THANK YOU DICKSON for the presents (xmas?) rli appreciate that.. i love all the things u give me ! And i rli hope that u aren't angry wif me..
sometimes i feel that life is abt not getting wad u wan..hahaa..

>.<

2009-12-14T12:14:00.002+08:00

FKkk working is so damn tiring ~~!!! My toes are all swollen :( xin tong xin tong !!
Anw at my working place (dun tell u :D ) there's this guy that like 10 yrs older than me...(26) and i kinda like him ? But not those 心跳加速 type..jus happy if he's arnd lo like his accompany ? ( AND I'M SERIOUSLY OBSESSED WIF HIS PERFUME SMELL ) Confusing uhh.. why think so much anw.. after this holidae i probably stop working and rli start studying harddd!! Hopefully can get into serangoon jc lol.. not asking much oso ><
This 26 was nice at first.. like very 照顾我 but seems to hav some motive behind? So was sorta cheated ba.. but oso not first timeeee so wasnt that hurt lo... sometimes i rli dun get myself.. why do smth liddat !! Horribleeee lo.. 伤到自己也伤到别人.. Should hav been more careful.. 26 doesnt mean he's much more mature after all.. Probably stopping all these nightmares! Get rdy to work hard and prove to them that i deserve that $6.50/ hr (or more) pay! And when it's over.. DELETE HIM FROM MY MEMORY
Gonna swim wif cl liaos CIAOOS !
Oh and btw sun yan zi came to my working place on thursdae! LUCKILY I NVR TAKE LEAVE !! IT WAS WORTHWHILE , GOT HER AUTOGRAPH <3
:DD

hohoho !

2009-11-17T16:59:00.000+08:00

Lol very very very long nvr post liao.. dun even kno how to start !!
OK first i wanna come clean ! ACTUALLY I DELETED U (DICKSON) ACCIDENTALLY! SERIOUS! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT I SWEAR :X .. deleted u from msn PS PS PS ! Rli am sry :( ok so i will add u bak ! Dun be shock lol
Secondly ! O LVL OVER LE ! lol but kinda lost ? Like suddenly too free sia.. so had to work lo nidda take jab? Cos is food industry ma.. sian sian sian -.- i scareddddd probably taking the uni and the jab on wed? Den can get rdy for work le lo hohoho !
Second time working ! Kinda excited.. but oso scared lahh . like will kena scolded and stuff? :(
Todae went out wif XY to pick dress.. wakao so damn ex? Lol have to dicuss wif my mom liao lo.. some more tml she got leave probably bringing me to MY AGAIN ! zz ltr rli become msian liaos haha >.> hav been playing dota, rakion, maple, maple, dota, rakion lol RLI LIFELESS -.- my jian fei ji hua oso gone le ba.. dun rli hav that patient lehs.. so im still stuck wif the same old %!$!ING weight -.-
Recently have been listening to a lot of jap song !! VERY NICE<3
esp. m-flo de!
and and and
i watched this movie "很想和你在一起" VERY NICE AND TOUCHING!! LIKE BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI made me cry alot :,( so touchinggggg

But kinda silly lo? And i oso watched SHORTS very funny lahh!! A magic rock that can grant ur wishes? I WISHED I HAVE ONE -.-

HOL IS FINALLY HEREEEREREE

2009-06-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Omg it's xinyu bdae! haha and it's oso rain's ! and i forgot abt it LOl oops :x
My family is like having supper and tempting meeee to join them!! ANGEL: NO NO
DEVIL: YESHHHHH U'RE FREAKING HUNGRY...
ANGEL: NOOO TML IS XY BDAE CELEBRATION MUST NOT GAIN WEIGHT..
angel won :D LOL
jus watched dance! subaru, wanted to cry.. esp when subaru's fren sae she actually likes her jus that she got jealous sometimes.. thats wad i often experience -.- and seeing her kins leaving her HOW SAD.. wouldnt ever wish for that dae to come NVR! SHOOOO!! hahas.. i tried to hold my tears laa.. it's like nobody's crying so i focus on the EXIT at the corner instead of the screen LOLOL.. ok.. she danced amazingly ! Dno is it rli she dancing or not.. haha suddenly got the urge to learn dancing? LOL *hit myself on my head* so fickle minded.. wan this wan that!! wth la i havent even start learning my guitar and now i wanna learn dancing u think u god ah!! LOL anw isnt it cool to own the stage :l
HOL IS HEREE...and so are the homeworks.. its a totally turn off whenever i look at the homeworks -.- i rather read till i die LOL <3 eng books (those for children one) haha jus wanna live in another world! hav a holidae trip~ san san xin.. den come bak to reality.. hahas and thats not gonna happen -.- ZI JI CAI SHI ZHEN DE DI REN.. YAO OVERCOME ZI JI! MUST MUST MOTIVATEEEEE myself!! make good use of this hol !

VOLLEYBALLL

2009-05-29T12:53:00.000+08:00

WEEE.. ok a bit lag ahh now den post abt it..anw not much la jus #%%#^@$ crazy over that normal ball :) den we played for str8 goin 3 hrs ? den Zara came and join us.. haiz i think she and i very mo sheng !! :( like few mths nvr meet dno wad to sae.. i didnt get to see her on mondae !! maybe i was afraid thats why.. afraid of seeing her showing my cold shoulder HAHA no laa tml they are RLI leaving sg le!! den ivy asked me if i wanna go song ta men.. but i dno lehs ! I mean i jus get to see her twice..AIYAA dno wad to sae laa !! perhaps cos i nvr rli mailed her or contact her ever since i left NZ thats why..she dislike me? ok not dislike.. maybe she feels that im not good to her? compared to others lo.. i dno lehs ! haizz
AND AND AND O LVL CHINESE IS LIKE 3 MORE DAYS? dun think i can do much laa.. i mean language is not smth that u can do last min revision ? -.- ANW I WILL SERIOUSLY START MEMORISING EVERY MING YAN AND CHENG YU UNTIL I SCORE 60 FOR PAPER 1 lolol~...
I LIKE NARRATIVE but i dun get to write it :( they sae bao zhang btr!! WHYYYY thou i cant describe that well.. but bao zhang is sooooo common.. how to out stand others !
hmm.. and for paper 2 my compre is rli kns always jus pass and the zong he tian kong dun nid sae.. nvr got a 10/10 for that before.. I FEEL THAT IT'S BECOS OF MY LAZINESS THATS WHY I DE-PROVE.. i used to hav band 1 for chinese!! It used to be easy laa.. until i got too hao lian and stop reading more.. jus rusty le lo ! now that i realise that like tai chi le ba!! HAHA NVM LAA!! DO MY BEST LO!
SIGNING OFF ~

yes or no ?

2009-04-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEE
Jus watched L.O.V.E wif dickson haha quite disappointing laa !~ And they should re-order the seq of the story cos the first story was pretty touching.. jus that not enuff time to pei yang gan qing and cry LOl , last part funny lo :D got wang zi den everyone went AHHHH AHAHH AHAHHAHA lol.. Got many actors in the last show.. very entertaining :D/
STILL DOTA.. WHY ARE U STILL DOTAING !! shouldnt u be studying !! damn u :x
Sian.. i feel so USELESS.. I CANT DO ANYTHING...I GOT NO GOALS.. i'm jus gonna take bak my promises, of scoring 6a1...Maybe i should stop over-stressing myself o.o
Watched confessions wif alan on wed, FUNNY MOVIEEE!!! Feel like borrowing the book, but i kno i will nvr read it -.- needless tok abt finishing it !
IM GETTING LAZIER..MH, WHEN WILL U WAKE UP !?
Anw many things happened, ans a person's call by acci.. lmao and many more laa !
Jus gonna keep it to myself for now :]
WAKIIEEE

prejudice

2009-03-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见成见！
我对你有成见！我想改可是改不掉！但是时间可以让我改变吧！
对你有成见，只会丑化我。这样一点都不可爱。。。
我只想把累积的眼泪，在我达到忍耐的最高境界后才释放出来。然后放声大哭，希望那一刻不会被人看见，因为那会是我最脆弱的时候吧，而保护自己就是不能让任何人看见我脆弱的时候。我不需要同情，我也不想让任何人担心！
我要坚强！我会坚强！
Okay, emo finish le..
Time to wake up, WAKEUP!
NOBODY WILL TREAT U WELL UNLESS THEY WOULD GAIN SOMETHING BY DOING THAT!
SO STOP WAITING FOR MIRACLE OR WADEVER RUBBISH! IT DOESNT EXIST!! Thruout this life, 就只有改变改变再改变, it's adaptation, isn't it ? bu gai bu adapt jiu lose out le :l.
Was chionging Devil Beside You some old drama which has rainie and the other name for this drama is quite familiar, like some book that i read before, call tao qi dno dno wad lol, but maybe not la xiang tai duo. These few days cannot find ning jing de book~~~SO BORING!! tml nidda prepare for geog test and emaths.. everydae test test test not test jiu project, sec 4 life IS SO DAMN PATHETIC!!
Saw the ngee ann poly magazine , got chinese production de? Like quite interesting but ppl keep telling me how expensive poly is.. i kno I KNO!! the freaking bus fare lol but..i got no confi that i will do well o lvl..and if i got confi jiu GG LE cos..everytime got confi, always turn out the other way..希望越高,失望越大。
But my dad always tell me to hav confi, it's smth that will bring u far? i dno la..but i dun wanna risk.. and who knows maybe i might do badly for o lvl.. i ain't ready! I AINT READY FOR ANYTHING!
Sometimes i jus wanna restart this whole thing, let me not be myself..let me be an object? SOMETHING THAT DOESNT HAV FEELING. 因为我很容易受伤? So safest is to not hav any feelings..
BUT! i dun wanna disappoint my dad..it's ok to disappoint the teachers.. LOL hopefully they dun expect too much from me.. i..erm..CMI :] still.. i will try la and hopefully i will be motivated and do much btr than my current self.. MUCH MUCH BTR.. after attending the adam khoo thingy.

VAL DAEEEE

2009-02-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

At first is go out wif markus :l den he asked rain along thou at first he sae he oni wanted the BOTH of us oni but anything lo RAIN IS 自己人不是外人. Somemore he entertained us wif magic den i was damn scared so i kept hiding behind bernard lmao. Cos im afraid! ltr i lose one of my hand or finger LMAO.. kidding but the sword thingy rli very impressive :D HE PIERCED THE 3 HEARTS WIF A KING'S SWORD. goddamn cool. haha <3 rainie song!! LEARNING TOO. Jus got all the songs.. but isnt rli good at it lmao cos she's damn high pitch, i guess i'll hav to wait after o lvl den sae ba.. shouldnt be focusing on something that wont 开花.
Regretted that i didnt study the bao zhang bao dao.. the fkin topic damn difficult to write, 做错事感到自责，后悔我从没尝试过 :x haha.. i lied la sae i steal thing den i admit den i wanted to write that i very 伟大，知错能改 but must 自责后悔 so bo bian sae something damn negative. AH negative always stick wif me, -ve = minghui :D. IM NVR POSITIVE :(.
Jiu zhe yang lo, all the movie sold out cos it's vdae so we ended up waiting for ppl.
First is i make bernard wait, den i wait for markus and rain, den we wait for samantha, den we wait for their class ppl for steamboat end up nvr eat cos nidda go ahma hse so went outram park, den waited for my dad. Haha while waiting i was reading a book ningjing de of cos, finishing soon :] den i saw a couple right in front of me quarrelling den i took my book and walk to another side but 时不时会鸡婆一下 Lol. I even heard the lady scolding fk u get lost den keep hitting the guy, poor thing sia vdae break up :l

my bro's bdae

2009-02-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

TODAE IS MY BRO BDAE!! HAPPY BDAEEEEE!~ AND I JUS REALISED THAT YTD when my mother asked my bro how u wanna celebrate tml den im like HUH gor gor sheng ri meh lol.. ok den i told alan abt it ABT MY ERM.. stm? lol den he sae his bro oso todae bdae? haha happy bdae to u bro too :D AND I UPGRADE LE HOR.. MY DEPRESSION STAGE 7 lol no such thing but wanna make it sound serious & nice so i said 7 actually i prefer number 3 cos that's my index number LOl. ok my comp is freaking me out wif the sound and it's getting late alr i SHOULD go to slp NOW LOL

CANNOT LAZY

2009-01-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Lalala..New year lai de kuai qu de ye kuai :] haizz..hope that o lvl comes fast too!!
Weird uh? who wans o lvl to come fast -.- but honestly, ITS GOOD WAD :l den i can start to work? earn money? relax? JIAN FEI lol most imptly :D aiyoo.. ji shi cai hui xia ding jue xin! i RLI RLI RLI RLI WAN 48KG lol..desperately !! Haizz..rain sucks play game always scold me!! hmph :( NVR EVEN GIVE FACE!! PUI PUI!
Wish everyone happy new year!! haha i didnt camp until 00:00 lo!! totally forgotten -.- jiu went to slp wtf i think thats the first time im doing that..maybe too tired liao :D den morning den reply..so mei li mao! :x PSP HEN HAO WAN!! KE SHI HUI NI! LOL i wan Ds now :D (greedy greedyyyyyy :P) Patapon so difficult !! Can nvr finish playing all the stages in one dae de -.- CFM CANNOT every one or two rounds jiu check how to play on youtube lmao.. i suck :x AIYA dno wad to post la..these few days very busy!! hao bu rong yi finish the report writing now is for the presentation PPT SLIDES! for maths proj still got one elementz proj coming! While having all these projs we are gonna hav mock exams EVERY WEEK OR EVERY MTH DE LAST SAT! how nice :D and and wad else? JIU BUSY DAOOO too long nvr post.. dno wad to write!! ahh yaya! must sae this '难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子' i jus dled ah mei de song this line is from her song, Zhen shi. TOUCHEDDDD- nice lyrics! haha i print out like 5 of her songs and i realised.. her songs damn difficult to sing lmao.. CMI CMI!! :( tml jiu sch reopen le HAIX!! BAK TO STRESSFUL LIFE.
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Hm.
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
new year resolution?
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Hm..
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
not sure..
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
What's your new year resolution?
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
hmmm..
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
score well for o lvl?
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
THIS YR GOT A LOT OF ENEMIES
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Yeah, it all depend on your hardwork!
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
ganbatte ne
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Enemy wor?
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
What enemy?
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
tests lo
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
everytime oso got ppl wan compete
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
here and there
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Don't compete wif them lo..
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
Just do your best..
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
their marks won't affect you de..
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
YES
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
ty
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
but i dun like to lose
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
...
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
get use to it bah..
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
NO!
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
CANNOT GET USED TO LOSING
             Sky "The Lonely Wolf"             says:
No one will always win de la
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
I WILL
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
i used to lose!
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
BUT I WILL FIGHT BAK
难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子 says:
AND WIN BAK
yes i used to lose..very badly..until the extend that i hav this thinking that i will fail for my rest of my life. BUT I FOUGHT BAK AND FOUGHT WELL SO FEAR MEEEE haha.. kidding laa (sorry for that many of 'thats' LOL but u get wad i mean RITE?!) :D
TY KOOK FOR LENDING ME UR PSP TYVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMVMV! :D But hope it doesnt sabo me and make me too addicted to it and forget abt my studies and will return bak to sq one..(SORRY FOR THAT MANY 'ANDS')
I THINK I SHOULD START STUDYING HARD. I MEAN THOSE RLI VERY NERD TYPE lol. i dun wanna regret my life in nvss.. thou i regret like mad alr.. AT LEAST DO SOMETHING NOW! MH ZHAN QI LAI! REN DUO YI NIAN JIU HUI KAN DAO CHEN JIU! NA SHI JIU BU HUI ZAI YOU YI SI DE HOU HUI! WO YAO KUAI LE LOL ;D

sry

2009-01-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

我对不起你们!! 非常对不起 ! 我不会是个好朋友更不会是个好女朋友!! haix -.- wtf sia..this new yr is my turn to be bad guy? i've always been the so called victim hahas now that i can be bad for this lil while..i actually chose to be good..DAMNNN good one..good until nothing to sae..hahas not bad la tolerating stuff can somehow..train temper lo..not that i wan la but life is unfair! SO WHEN IT'S UNFAIR TO ME, I WILL LET IT BE UNFAIR TO U EVEN IF U WILL BE FAIR TO ME! ok.. confusing right :]
Made a new fren..malay de hahas funny la :l like joker lo but jiu sometimes hard to communicate but isnt that good for me? like i hav to 24/7 tok in eng so somehow will improve? anw sometimes i dun rli understand wad he toking abt lo!! haas .. den im like "huh huh huh beg ur pardon" lol SOME MORE MAKE ME TON SO LATE, LATEEEEE~~~ until hei yan quan coming out le.. todae still nid wake up early go hougang sec take cert. haas saw the erm..I FORGOT HER NAME..librarian lai de :] xy de fren lol PAISEH SIA..rli forgot her name, is it shi hui? OR HUI TING? aiyaa w/e lol..$500 sia.. den i was thinking of buying a PSP BUT my mother sae wait , wait, WAIT until new yr use ang pao money and buy. Funny sia at first sae take this money now sae dun wan, wan take new yr money liddat forever dun nid buy le anw oso good la think carefully den buy ma since so many ppl oso stopped playing psp le, should save it and continue buy contact lens for next yr one :D hahas didnt kno it's $500 abit hard to believe..TAI DUO LE BA..my bro worked so much oso get abt the same as me..haha I FEEL DAMN HAPPY NOW <3.
btW,
U DAMN BAD, SAE THAT HE WONT CARE ME..EVEN IF IT'S TRUE, U DUN HAV TO SAE IT IN MY FACE RIGHT!! u hurt i oso hurt de lo :l
ANW STEAD IS PLAY DE PLAY DEEEE..WONT LAST DE!! SO MUST THINK CAREFULLY!!! last time i like to anyhow, play here and there..some more i initiate one..now ppl initiate i keep rejecting A BIT DUMB LO isnt this wad i wan?! ISNT THIS WAD I RLI WAN!?!! I DUN NIDDA BE PAISEH TO INITIATE THIS KINDA THING AND I GET TO PLAY..AND BEING PLAYED. I WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT LIKE 120481571 YRS LIAO .. DEN WHEN THE TIME HAS COME!! 我硬硬要跟他作对..偏偏不要..为什么这样!!! 我到底要什么!!!
Hmmm..lastly..i miss ue? :]

FK

2009-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOO~~ EYE SIGHT GOT PROB!!!! PAJIAOOOO LE!
like can't see clearly lehs..
31/12/08
was FUN?! sad that we didnt cycle tgt :( WASTED SIAA..no bonding at all ? lol but actually nobody cares right...all dao here and there ~~
STRESS SIA sch reopen le !! sad sad sad :l WO BU YAOOO :(

SAD EMO SAD EMO SLASH

2008-12-27T15:19:00.000+08:00

ok -.- last nite horrible laa~ dno wtf suddenly got damn emotionally hurt...DNO WHY SIA jiu ahem..ya jiu aiya bu hao yi si sae laa :l emo whole night den 1plus xiangyi msg me >< haha ps countdown cannot go ur side de anw maybe will change la i oso dun feel lyk goin the other side one -.- siannn see how lo 30th got proj again >.> ERM ERM a lot of things were unexpected laa..jiu wad i thot was liddis turn out not to be and jiu..i feel that i damn useless la..why i became so..erm..zi ao? erm jiu proud ba? lyk SUDDENLY REALISE EVERYTHING ISNT WAD I THOT IT WAS so im quite disappointed :l met joycelin durng xmas so damn qiao...i den realise why she was impt to me cos i had a photo of us in the zoo when we were small ahhas..miss ya :(..wasted lo watched the angus bla bla show when i could've watch it on the plane -.- i didnt kno it was kinda nice..DAMNN!! -.-

klalalalslfajhgkao

2008-12-14T13:48:00.001+08:00

SIAN YW IS RIGHT 2 MORE WEEKS SCH RE OPEN! THIS HOLIDAE IS MY MOST BORING HOLIDAE EVEY! WOOT..and i lied to my dad that i got revise LOL..feeling damn guilty now >< BU SHI GU YI DE maybe i dun touch my book during this holidae i will work harder next year? HAHA ZI WO CHUI MIAN SHHH DUN 怂恿我, AM I RIGHT TO SAE SONG YONG? LOL ok that was lame -.- anw i can write chinese words le! i mean type :D DEN OSO CAN PRINTTTTT WEEEE!~#$ can fking start to learn how to sing ! LOL thou goin for singing class would be the best but NO $$$$ plus nicholas2 sry ah BU SHI GU YI DAO NI BUT THE COMP> U lol srysry plus u got ur instruments to accompany u right! AND I FKIN WAN A DSSSSSS if oni my bro would lend me money :( HE EARNED SO MUCH DEN BUY MP3 ONI MEHS MIGHT AS WELL SHAREEE!! WO YAO LA LOL haix << 野蛮的孩子 :D.
BORED BORED BORED! I WAN A . R . O . LOL nvm i purposely write it liddat so that i'll will be the oni one that kno lololol
NEW COMP SUCKS CANNOT PLAY MAPLE CANNOT GARENA WTF SIA 1K+ TO PLAY DOTA? SOME MORE START UP SO FKIN LONG WTH MAN.. wo jiu zhi dao na ge salesman pian ren de!! kou hua hua nia!! pui! den we oso cannot do anything abt it maybe vista jus sucks -.- WHY DIDNT I ASK OTHER PPL ABT IT BEFORE BUYING IT 为什么那么冲动!
Anw i found a new fav authour!! NING JING~ damn nice!~#@ and oso borrowed 4 of her books in a go, lucky during holidae can borrow 8books? actually i dno abt it de. thanks to xinyu ! she told me abt it thats why i yi kou qi borrow all :D
aiya this holidae..maybe 心愿都完成了所以才会觉得很bored. Jus wanna sae..
辛苦你了 :]

uwishuwerethere?

2008-11-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

ok its lyk 2.03am now I REPEAT AM -.- tired~~ yet nidda entertain someone..always doing the wrong things at wrong time.. anw jus wanna post some nz pic since everyone sharing folder isnt working lmao .. ><

ya took in the aeroplane~~ very long nvr take liaos at first very excited but didnt kno how to use the machine..

was watching zhong yi da ge da featuring rolling love actors :] abt magic show.. i think its the few that i struggled and finished it lol all watch half way jiu slp le -.-

MOO~MOOO.. there were many cows..on top of the mountain..where wind blows are damn cold

den we had not so nice de seafood soup lol

and den we proceed to crossing the bridge.

a pic i took wif huiting at the kiwi place :]

den this is where zara lives, haha was bored -.- so i took it, anw she doesnt kno ba :x.. zara de ren hen hao her whole family very nice!! :D

den we went to the beach! see the tides!! not so strong thou..anw..i collected many seashells so who wan can ask frm me :]..

ok my comp is rli laggin badly so i'll upload the other pic next time -.-!! GOMEN!
OK CONTINUE~

THE WHOLE LOT OF SEASHELLS! mostly broken alr -.-

PUSHING DAISIES

many ppl de bdae is within the 10days at nz so there were many cakes! haha zara and i oso made one for xy but its not here.. anw wish her again ! A VERY BELATED HAPPY BDAE!
after every meal always hav dessert! happy happy :D.. and this plate of fruits is kinda untouched lol >< due to the pineapples? hahs

my 3 10days (and more?) gf! hahas

there were duckies!! cute :D

and seaweeds? remind me of spongbob thou..and the sea damn clear..damn clean o.o while the other one is filled wif seashells? hahas..
THATS ALL! others are jus sky wif funny clouds..that i dun get to see in sg? so i kept taking!! hahs :D

WEEE

2008-11-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

SWEEE TODAE I WENT OUT WIF WL and marcus and his frens..tio ps by kevan.
si kevan sae pia cab oso bu jian ren ying..hah den that marcus guo fen! make us wait 2 hr but hai hao he a bit wang us, go watch movie $6 two movie sia cos the system got prob den the manager or staff let us re watch another movie! within this mth!! woot :D erm erm
den i saw mr quek! but srsly i dun think he rmb me den i told my dad den my dad sae i tian zhen :l anw my mother damn guo fen!! dun sae le si kevan gei wo ji zhu!!!! chi dao jiu suan le ni shi gen ben dou mei dao!! ytd night still tok so much, dun let me slp end up fly my kite TYVM.
ok tml flying le tc everyone!!

yao wang de jiu wang

2008-11-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

aiyo so bu fang bian cannot type in chinese -.-..erm 3 more days to the day when i go NZ!!! Regret la but..dno lehs..anw goin watch madagascar 2 wif xy they all tml~~ Haiz.. todae walked whole dae from sch to bugis to hm to so many places den back home..a form of exercise lo :l but the train door abit scary LOl..chiong chiong chiong.. anw the bag oso havent pack lo!! aiyo.. cfm shou mang jiao luan..todae my bro went his class chalet so whole nite nvr hear his voice!! somehow very happy :D hahas.. but actual fact im not that happy la -.- IM ALWAYS UNHAPPY ZZZ..ok la back to bnet -.- all rushing me to play si rain snatch my fren away >< LOL

OK THIS IS FOR XY

2008-11-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

dno wad to write sia..jiu sit on comp chair and rot whole dae, no life lo..
oso dun hav the mood to finish the dramas that i wanna watch, each epi got 4 parts i jumped str8 to the 4th part LOL. Sad la hs..kena scam by gm, your whole life nvr this heng bfore right? lol...counting down to 14 nov..the dae to san san xin thats wad i always do..but it isnt that useful huh? >.> always get to go jb oni la hopefully wont be that useless ba..dno why got this very bad feeling abt the trip..but now sae dun wan go lyk a bit too late ? everything oso set hao liaos..si jiu si lo. wo xiang wo zhao jiu si guo hen duo ci le ba ? -.- IM NOT THE USUAL ME..and i cant go back either..ye bu dong de zen me hui qu le [erm.. paiseh if the chinese pin yin kns cos my comp cannot write chinese char den cannot double check] lol..anw i wanna dedicate a song to myself cos i felt that my bdae celebration kinda screw la..dao mei dao hp spoil on that dae song name is
不屑纪念

十月十八我生日这一天
蜡烛熄灭后浮现你的脸
你说祝我生日快乐
但还有话挂在嘴边
你说你身边多了一个他
之后伤人的话你不想讲
你说你会怀念或纪念
谢谢你我该说声感谢
我不屑纪念这一天我们分别
我不屑怀念你的嘴喊着抱歉
我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺
一点残缺
但还有话你挂在嘴边
我不屑怀念你的脸欲止又言
忘了说抱歉的是我才对
coincident right? :D
Todae is wb's bdae so happy bdae to u - wb :]
sat and sun goin work le :l RLI NO MOOD TO GO SCH SIA. but scared will miss out things so die die must go..some more got practical lesson ltr affect my spa result..
fk
fk
fk
-.-
w/e 2 more days oni WO RENNN..
this holidae is my 1 yr anniversary of knowing U.
but i didnt sae cos it will sound stupid and silly to rmb something liddat -.-
anw hate u la BU YAO ZAI HUI LAI LE. WO HEN NI HEN SI NI LE.
lyk hen nan ju jue ni lehs..ju jue you hui jue de dui bu qi ni..wtf sia..
BU YAO ZAI WEI NAN WO LE.
anw..got one thing..wo yi zi dou hen bu man.
THE SALEMAN CHEAT MY DAD! ok la the story damn long but in a nutshell WE DUN NID THE FKIN MEMBER CARD.. -.- but buy liao jiu suan le lo..some more not my money plus daddy shuo shen me dou you ta de dao li right LOl lyk copy from some variety show de [SHEN QIAN WANG]..lol
NICHOLAS JUS GO UR CHINA LA..a while sae goin a while sae not goin den i assume u goin u sae u not goin w/e lo WO LAN DE GEN NI SHUO HUA LE! MY SMS EXCEED`~ and shuo lai shuo qu ni dou ting bu dong de!

thx

2008-10-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

Thank you to all that wished me :D
ytd so tiring -.- whole dae outside some more i experience smth damn thrilling hahas.. guai guai de gan jue..quite unlucky lo on my bdae jiu cannot send msg kns! sry ah >.> anw no new phone -.- my mother xiaoqi! hahs

guai guai.

2008-10-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

Walau..
nicholas sae he migrating le, to china sia..cfm damn xinku for him -.- HE SO ENG EDUCATED.
Anw i asked him if i was the last one to kno..den he nvr reply..probably a silent yes ba haiz..liddat he might as well dun tell me :( lyk a bit 舍不得 lo although we dun contact each other much..probably thats why 会舍不得 ba..sheng ri shao le ta hui hen nan guo leh..~ plus early celebration a bit meaningless..as in not rli meaningless la..jus dno wad to do lo..lyk its not that right day to celebrate -.-
Having unstable emotion makes someone special? Hahs. I wonder lo..he said that but i nvr knew ..
Todae woke up arnd 9 plus SUAN EARLY LE..but normally is wake up at arnd 7 de to study or do hw 一时之间 dun nid do hw dun nid revise.. rli 轻松多了 but oso 不知所措..my mother still asked me why so late still dun wake up -.- i was planning to wake up at arnd 12 den i will have lesser time to do wadever things i wan la -.- den very soon jiu next dae ma! Den bo bian she keep tokin to me oso cannot go bak to dreamland lol.. RLI SIA..come to think of it last time de ri zi lyk a bit hen nan guo~
so damn stress -.-

LAST PAPER WOOT WOOT!

2008-10-10T12:10:00.000+08:00

Wahaha..very long nvr post le..
Had been watching many many Jdramas
<3 kazuya kamenashi!
:D haizz both maths paper oso drew the graphs wrongly..
SO DISAPPOINTING! :l

COMP SPOIL~

2008-09-14T18:29:00.001+08:00

I OFFICIALLY QUIT GAMING lol~
not quit la is cannot play :l comp spoil~
anw i finally completed HYD! BOTH 1 AND 2!!
可是有点舍不得..:(
watch this

JUN MATSUMOTO RAWKS!! :D

BOYS OVER FLOWERS FINAL

2008-09-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

BOYS OVER FLOWERS FINAL!!~

OMGGGGG, a very long movie :D 2hrs plus..watched it wif eternal hahs..tiring sia -.- some more the guy in front of me spiked his hair den his hair blocked my view..very xin ku~ :(..
Anw didnt get to see keys lol diff time slot :l~
Aiyaaa~~ jus answered a call..that made me xin tiao jia su..SCARY! lol~
The show so.. lyk fairytale -.- i bet it will nvr happen in real life :(
真羡慕 Jun Matsumoto& Mao Inoue!

HOL~

2008-08-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

ME <3 HOLS~
Haiz, todae de outing 冷清清. Oni got chief, nubz and zhu lol..Zhu fooled me, but nvm thanks for accompanying me~ rli sia ru guo mei you ni wo dou bu dong yao zhen me ban..
Den we had 2 dota matches wif marcus and his fren, sp twice oso kena same team hahas..but 1 win 1 lose lo :D fair ma liddat. Hahas..so coincident that marcus rmbed that i like hanging out arnd PS den todae he doing cip jiu call me ask if im arnd den zhun zhun i was there~ rli long time bo see marcus liaos hahs..Den msged kyzer lo, wish him a very very very belated bdae ~ almost forgotten :D and i gave him a very wonderful prezzie! wahaha..mentally i guess.
Ltr
Zhu followed me go sentosa wif xiangyi they all lo..cos free admission den eat and watch fireworks..nice nice :D After that jiu went home :l~ Nothing much la made new frens cai LOL!

warwick avenue

2008-08-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

chorus of Warwick avenue's lyrics:
Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
An outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.
Haiiz.. that rli hurt me. Thank you Mr a.
To whoever that spreaded it arnd rli thanks alot lo -.-
我的出发点并不是要让很多很多的人知道，所以请不要误会。最大的错误就是信错你！
Anw todae teachers' dae was soso la went bak primary sch oso didnt meet anyone from 6r11 de? Oni hav cs they all nia -.- jiu a bit paiseh den jiu faster siam and stick to ryan lyk glue lo :D ltr jiu went badminton. Watched ryan and his aggressive fren play doubles against another two cute cute primary sch students! ta men ye bu lai lo. Can win de ba ? Is the smacking part mei you bi ta men you li.. hahs i so rust dao bu neng zai rust liao so i chose to watch them play -.- WEI SHEN ME MEI YOU REN! DOU GUAI XUE XIAO CI FANG XUE! haizz..suan le~~ Looking forward to next yr de chinese new yr lo ? Hope to reunite 6r11 ! ~~
Tml
Goin out wif dota's frens, i wan watch wall.e laa~~ why watch 12 lotus sia.. thou i rli <3 listening to <一百万>~ U GUYS SHOULD WATCH THE PREVIOUS DE PREVIOUS OF SUPERBAND GOT THE ANG MOH PAIS SINGING JI BA BAN~ VERY VERY NICE! THE 主唱 VERY GOOD! EXPRESSION CAN GIVE 100MARKS LOL~
Or perhaps Cyborg she/ journey to the center of the earth. PG/G can alr i rli dun wanna experience a second ps case -.-
I jus checked out the time slots at GV, lyk oni hav a.m. de shows -.- and we are meetin at 2pm so wad show are we watching lol..should be cyborg she liaos.. 2.20pm at cathay needa walk walk D: YOU KONG DE REN TONG TONG GEI WO LAI! HAHA~ jus kidding :X~

rainy~

2008-08-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

RAIN, RAIN, RAIN.
Everydae oso rain~ not bad luh suits my song xD~

Went chinatown for the heritage tour ytd..
The teacher briefed us abt wads gonna happen ltr on, den when she start using the microphone she nvr stops -.- until finally when we were gonna reach our destination she stopped..Den oso cannot do other things liao its lyk oni few sec of rest nia.
Den jiu zhe yang lo..cannot sae boring la jus that my legs were very pain..cos had p.e ytd de ytd den played badminton wif fan yi, keep anyhow stretch so muscle ache lo anw i didnt play volley is scared of ball -.- especially when we play wif net, lyk always will kena hit so i faster siam plus the court lyk overcrowded liao..den my bro class oso had p.e den wtf -.- they play play play until the ball rolled to me nobody warned me abt it den jiu hit dao wo.
Heng not in the face arbo rli paiseh -.- BUT I STILL FELT VERY PAISEH LEHS..kns i can catch de! den nobody tell me i still gonggong 你看我我看你 until the ball hit dao me den i realise "oh shyt" lol~~ nvm i act nth happen den continue play cos the ball bounced bak to them anw and den mr goh suddenly shout for nth i thot is becos we too noisy den jiu continue play ma den actually is lesson over -.- haha that dae is super gong! After that still got MRL bonding session~` teacher sae the bonding session lyk very messy nobody planned anything but i lyk it that way LOL~ den later was eating lo 32人份 become 10+ of us sharing aiyo eh i nid to keep stuffin food into my mouth plus the noodle lyk more chilli than noodle and its kinda colourful lol~ overall i think the food was so-so la..Den xinyu oso late late come DEN DUN WAN EAT! SO GUO FEN! ming zhi dao a lot leftover still watch us eat. So must "ps" u :D anw im not the oni one! :D
Still reading this "dream laboratory" cmi sia -.- read until 100+ oni total pages got 300 leh..20+ aug date due lo CMI!
This week should be fun ba lyk lesser lessons cos got many tests..but nidda prepare and study i decided to fail english liao -.- oso bu dong wad mr lee wan sia..i wan mdm woo bak! Haizz..i think i oso a bit 得过且过 before the test 我才临时抱佛脚..cfm cmi oso lol..~ HOMEWORK NOT DONE! SS LEFT IN SCH SO WONDERFUL LOL! Den jiu finish geog lo..chem and phy oso mei dong dao den my chinese tb oso left in sch -.- sia la i bring bio bak for fk it's so heavy..tml nid bring bak 3 thick books to sch again den pian pian got test and hw de dun wan bring bak rli joker~
ON FRIDAE
I'm goin bak to primary sch! Alr decided liao. Ask CH oso and she said she's goin bak anw i oso dun feel lyk goin leh oso nth to give the teachers -.- plus they oso forgot abt us~ Den i asked ryan along he sae maybe got cca.. eee 让我白开心 sia..thot got chance to play badminton den u sae u might hav cca! PON LA PON LA PLUS TEACHERS' DAE WHERE GOT CCA DE! LOL PEI JIE GO PLAY BADMINTON LA oso same wad there oso play badminton here oso play badminton jus that diff opponents and i cfm let u win, lol~~. :D
Anw if u're wondering why i'm so free, got time to post..
ITS BECOS MY RAKION CANNOT LOAD can enter can select char but cannot enter game wtf lo -.- den i go see faq oso no such prob my comp rli lao le sia funny prob oso come out play dota bu shi lag jiu shi nobody there -.- EEEE DEN I OSO LAZY STUDY... RLI CONTRADICTING MYSELF SIA 受不了！

GO SINGAPORE GO!

2008-08-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!GO SINGAPORE GO!
lol spammed~ xD!
Haiz LAZY LA POST WAD POST -.-
Todae
Woke up at abt 8am den wanted to revise de but thot of finishing up this book 我的腐女友 so ended up reading lo 边读边想睡 so in the end i slept after reading -.- NVR REVISE DAO. 我恨我自己为什么这样懒惰~ -.- SO TONIGHT I PROBABLY NOT GONNA SLP SO SOON SO I SHALL REVISE! but i rli hate chem! I WAN DROP CHEM~~! no matter how hard i study oso fail de lehs haizz~~
These few days..i controlled my temper -.- no matter how much my bro kp me i oso diam diam le LOL bored dao this kinda thing oso post~~
I<3weekends--- another random stuff~~
AND TODAE I PLAYED DOTA AND MET A GUY THAT CLAIMS THAT HE'S IN NVSS SEC 2E4 NAME JEREMY LALALA~ very coincidence lo :]

buzhiweihehuiyoukong

2008-08-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

HAHA KEVAN. I WAN ANNOUNCE TO EVERYONE HOW 'GOOD' U R.
SEE THIS --> "aiyo. dun need study one lah. since the result is clear. haha." BY KEVAN.
Thank you lo..although i not confi in passing but i shall bet wif u! $1 wan ? I PASS BY 55% LOL~~ Anw some ppl sae u no hair lo~ sae ur thinking immature! BUT I WILL SUPPORT U! I THINK THAT U ARE VERY CUTE. :D
Hahs..dno Dong will come see my post ma o.o Todae i smsed him! ya cos i renew the bill ~ den he nvr reply me but he called me lol -.- den jiu tok tok tok .. ok la DONG U VERY FUNNY! tok to u rli can de stress~ But the jokes too rude liao so btr dun sae -.-
but still i dun understand a single shyt of the bio thingy..and i will try hard COS OF U KEVAN LOL..
Nicholas boasted to me abt his chinese o lvl got a2..congrats ah~!
我觉得测验一开始就从没停过到现在我还是在担心着TESTESTEST. After tml is next mondae de physics test, after next week is another chem test..wtf lo~ I RLI MUST STOP PLAYING SIA..
And..one of my 'teacher' came bak le! Although there was oni one night of toking to him..i felt that it was alr sufficient and i wan to sae! NI LAO LE. ZHEN DE. LAO LE.
I kept telling him ni bian le..lol den oso bu gan tai 直接..hahas..yi ran <3 ni la guan ni lao bu lao LOL~ :D

R.I.P

2008-08-11T20:22:00.001+08:00

R.I.P MY FISHES.
thanks to u man kevan, -.-..
Anw, there was one survivor! But still i threw all of them away..couldnt stand seeing them dying one by one.. 太难看了！ Third day nia, WHY WHY WHY.
Had been changing songs these few days, irritating right? Lol 我明白..每次开电脑就会自动播放歌我也不知为什么电脑就是坏坏的..也许是因为它已能庆祝它的五岁生日. 生日快乐！
Haiz, tml is the release of the result for the previous chinese test, 唐老师说她很失望所以我有可能会不及格, 但这也无所谓. 我比较担心 a maths, 而且星期三就是我的死期，星期四也不例外.

他回来了，应该不是为了我，但我还是很庆幸毕竟他回来了，我并没告诉他其实我想他，我喜欢默默的.

Checked the picture folder under my user ytd and i saw someone's photo..我想这个他也许会是另一个我选择不去忘记的人.有一天我会把他的照片放上来！但我必须得到他的同意先可是我已很久没和他说话了！不知是福是祸，可是别忘了当时是你叫我恨你的，但我并没那么做也没告诉你.

GUPPIESS

2008-08-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

TODAE.
CARNIVAL WAS FUN?
We went to catch guppies!! YAY~! THE ONE AND ONLI I CAUGHT JUMPED OUT ITSELF..ZZ..
Den mg pei me one, plus another one den i got 4 altogther cos the other 2 is 2 kind sec 1 students help me de! Tyvmvmvmvmvm. rli appreciated them :D THEY SO CUTE AND HOPEFULLY DUN DIE SO SOON OKAY! LIVE STRONG! LIKE ME!
Anw seriously lo 我生下来不是给你们讲的.
Erm..den jiu liddat lo? Suddenly wl asked me out den i go jio ppl out den some rejected some very steady jiu turn up lo..
We watched mummies 3 the show was quite nice la, at first is wan watch ghost de but den full liao den bo bian..She and i walked from ps to Cathay there and bak and again and bak again and yea -.- tiring lol.
I believe in retribution, LIFE IS RECIPROCAL. THERE'S NO GOOD LUCK HAHA. AND I WILL ACCEPT THAT. a lil conver between someone ~ and i :D
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
aiyo
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
tell u alr
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
don think so much
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
relationships
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
wont last de
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
enjoy sex can liao
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
be like me!
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
LOL
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
for entertainment
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
sex n alcohol
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
otherwise
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
study hard
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
next time
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
sure successful de
Val-kie-rei ~ * says:
rofl
杀了我吧 says:
i havent kai qiao
杀了我吧 says:
lol
杀了我吧 says:
jus having sex rli a bit hard to accept
杀了我吧 says:
lol
Anw thats random :D..TY TO ELSON AND PARA FOR TURNING UP :]

laksa eyedrop

2008-08-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEE~~
Went out wif brandon recently and was caught by kumar and divya, He thought that brandon was my bf~ haha nice joke. And she thought that brandon was my brother, lol.
Ok he is neither my bf nor my brother ok, he's my FREN :].
That was when we were strolling in the park, den before that we were eating, LAKSA!~
Den one drop of the laksa went into my right eye, amazing right?! i oso dno why lo, these few days reaction very slow -.- anw i miss p.e~!!! Finally we can get to play next fridae! Honestly, maybe i was jus missing mr yon. hahas :X.
TODAY.
Went movie wif xiang yi and colin lo, hahas..the show was ok and for other things i certainly hav no comments abt it. -.- A and B LOL
And oh great..someone encouraged me into tokin to another person, and yea i did. What a stupid mistake. He told me that he watched it alr and isnt free. That totally hurt me..although another guy told me that but when HE says that to me IT IS A TOTAL DIFFERENT THING. I shall not lie anymore, that i do <3 him. :D Jus tryin hard to not think abt him rejecting me..
NOW. I AM TALKIN TO A PERVERT. NAME SAMMUEL. HAHA HE IS TELLING ME ABT ****** and he says it's like heaven -.-
den i told him huh u dun feel sinful at all?
den he said now wad age alr / wad era alr?..
Nice one lo, doing wif someone u dun like is FEI CHANG DE WRONG.
dno how he convince himself into doing it but..i told him : dun try to corrupt me. LOl although i AM corrupted alr? LOL.

dedicated..

2008-08-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

lai la Zj, i dedicate u this song. :D!
再联络 - 范玮琪

hahaha

2008-08-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

ZOMG~!
Jam hsiao is coming to singapore!!!!
Check it out @ http://www.mediacorptv.sg/en/buzzdetail/EDC080724-0000003
for more info.
These few days werent in mood of posting and i dno why..
Felt very sad :( Si vic! Sae i tok to him always got motive de but thats not true!
Anw, nvm..no point explaining -.-
Alot of hw sia maybe thats why, im in no mood. :l
kill me even if u can't. I HATE MYSELF.

quick one

2008-07-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

erm..tml is elis's bdae~! I'm gonna wish her at friendster ahhas..anw todae nothing much happened..jus mug mug for chem test lo..not rli confident of passing yet -.- but rli hope that i wont fail ba..den after that was play play play..maple and rakion didnt dota..cos nobody was on9 de lo :(
These few days i kept smsing Kevan aka quincy..dno why i like his voice..very unique :D BUT KEVAN DAMN MEAN..对女孩子还是一样的BAD. Normally guys will pian xin but he rli hor..
[Anw 'thanks' ah..to you-kno-who-you-are.]

我的一个星期

2008-07-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hahs, nvr thot i would make it so soon :] 1 week to recover from the 'pain' i suffered? 老实说是我自找的. I dun blame them, and i can oni blame myself for goin too deep. All i did was keeping myself busy, if u guys ever noticed? hahs. That's wad hs suggested too, boy - get a replacement. girl - keep urself busy. But everything talks abt money..something i dun rli hav.
Was joggin real hard todae. To get rid of those excess food i'd taken in for the past 1 week. Kns lo thanks to my another way to recover i guess? A very bad way too. Is that call obesity? Eat when u're unhappy? I guess i've gotten that. But nvm laa..at least i dun feel that full ? Although i'd eaten quite a lot. Dun rli understand my stomach..DUN UNDERSTAND BIO AT ALL! The tys sucks..i did it wif the help of all the notes i hav and i still dno wads the qn abt..and so i did the mcq nia..tikum tikum :D.
I'VE GIVEN UP ON THEM. AND I MEAN IT, SO TRY NOT TO MENTION TO ME ABT THEM LA.
Rli bth lo go where oso got ppl mention de..wan forget oso hard -.- but time rli is the oni way to heal. After another year, i will nvr ever tok abt this anymore.
Todae we played volleyball again, I FINALLY DID A GOOD MOVE AND A GOOD SERVE WHICH DIDNT UNDERNET OR OUT. Damn happy :D. But i got hit by the ball! Right on my eye and a lil near my cheek. Lucky the lens didnt fly out..hahas..but i dno will hav any blue black or not :(.
I'm all set for tml!
1) taekwondo 'training'
2) catching the 大胃王 competition at compass 3pm

lol

2008-07-12T21:58:00.001+08:00

HELLBOY 2 很好看！它让我另眼相看。Anw, xiangyi, yujun and i went to downtown east to enjoy the rides at escape theme park! To scream and shout to let out all the misery i hav! But sadly, we didnt bring enuff money so we ended up watching hellboy 2 hahas, it kept playing 'can't smile without you' and i kinda fell in love wif it!!~ its nice although its a very old song :D The tjc open hse was kinda boring -.- but hadda go arbo mr lee will angry..even though 他嘴里说 nvm but 他心里是很 mind de.
And, i actually asked Cheeze aka sammuel out the day before this tjc open hse which was ytd -.- den he said ok but he overslept! So when he wanted to come meet me was when we gonna watch hellboy le den he sae : ask me out jus to watch movie very sian leh. Den bo bian we took taxi go home oso cannot stop at my hse there, must stop at hougang mall den walk back jus to pei him -.- whole day was jus walking and hopefully i'd lost some weight :D
The most funny part was when xiangyi, yj and i took the bus to go bak xiangyi's hse to take more money. Den yj's ez not enuff money den we came up wif plans to smuggle in, actually wanted to ask that didi for money den we started dicussing abt it but ended up not doing it cos very paiseh -.- oso wont hav chance to return him money, but he lyk overheard us so he told me : nvm jus ask me. lol but we didnt la, anw that bus driver oso gong gong, we liddat oso can get in -.- A lot of good shows were nc16 lo sad that we are underage :(

melons

2008-07-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

Very de funny lo, todae went jogging again..but hor after that when we go hav our dinner and shopping at fairprice, we saw these watermelons.
Got one name yellow melon and sun melon, den in the container got 2 different colours of watermelon, one is in yellow den my dad sae yellow melon nice den i wanted to take the yellow colour one, den my dad asked me if im sure its that yellow melon lol DEN HE WAS RIGHT. Yellow colour is sun melon the one that look lyk normal watermelon den is yellow melon. Haiz.. :( anw todae i had fun..somehow..i guess -.-

curse.

2008-07-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

haiz..i thot that there's this curse..writing something that is gonna happen here will spoil it and cause it to not happen on the actual day so i usually write wad had alr happened. But i guess i was wrong. I didnt want to write abt the fact that SOMEONE is visiting me todae. Probably jus testing out if this curse rli do exist..or simply didnt wan this curse to ruin my "HAPPINESS". If it rli exist lol.
my phone said : Ps. I last min not free. we play other day.
Honestly, that was rli very last min o.o pretty shock abt it too, it was something that is gonna happen in abt 1 hr time and it had been cancelled JUS LIDDAT. :(
Feeling somewhat happy and sad -.-
Happy: YAY i'm not gonna let anyone down especially myself and those that care abt me.
Sad: sian..didnt get to play todae. LOL somemore still make me rush home..den ps-ed xinyu :( wrong move man..should've waited for xy zzz
Im wondering wads more impt than me LOL ok not me.. rephrase..wads more impt than playing LOL. Maybe he got himself a new player? :D
Anw ps ah xy -.- thot we would get to play lo but he fang wo fei ji :( always liddat de..everyone oso fang wo fei ji one so sometimes i oso hav to learn to fang other ppl fei ji..i oso wanna play feiji game ma LOL.
Aiya..there seems to be more disadvantages than advantages abt "playing"..but still i chose to play! I WAS DETERMINED TO DO SO. WHY THE HECK WAS THAT FALSE HOPE FOR !
But still, happy that i didnt make the mistake AGAIN. Some more i still made a "WHITE" lie to that person that i lyk..i told him i wasnt goin lol..heng rli didnt get to play..arbo 很难交待.
Ytd was fun. i had fun playing wif the phone lol. superband was niceee too? some how -.- but tml is goin to be horrible..thou we are having lesser lessons than normal wed cos got nyaa thingy so lesson ends at 1.40. But there will be an a-maths test..chap 5..geometry? haizz nidda go prepare now..
Anw..i thot that last min isnt that 离谱 lo..thats rli rli very last min..1hr leh! The worst i hav seen was telling me
someone : eh im not goin.
When its the very beginning of the day that we were supposed to meet. 12am -.-
OH YA most imptly, i jus unblocked all the ppl that i'd blocked. 大发慈悲 :D!
But some talked to me while others didnt on9 anymore..they probably blocked me too thats why. anw that cheapo guy talked to me too. At first he asked who i am, and i was polite! i said " no idea :D" WIF A SMILE den he sae oh den he started insulting me and giving personal atks cos dno why, he suddenly recalled who i am. kns 需要这样吗. i'm being very polite le lo. i didnt sae "eh dog, my hotmail so unique u cannot rmb is it" LOL ok laa maybe not liddat, im not so fierce AND IM NOT LYING. But the idea is there. -.-
Den i still was polite towards him and i said "can u stop bringing up the past." den dno laa he started saying "oh there is this girl that i lyk now." i wanted to sae "who cares." but i didnt..i CONTINUED TO BE POLITE. lol i said "oic" den i stopped toking to him and cont watching my brown sugar macchiato. well, that time physics lesson mr chan nvr come so it was a free lesson den i had a small conver wif js. Den we were tokin abt drama and she said that she was watching ying ye 3+1 den i asked her to intro me nice de lo, den she mentioned abt brown sugar macchiato when i asked her abt lollipop becos the 五周报 got lollipop pic den they got act in brown sugar macchiato ma so jiu shunbian tok abt this drama lo. Its quite nice la..lazy to finish it nia. I will be damn impatient and start fast-forwarding it den i wont get the story le. So must wait for the mood den watch. yao watch jiu watch all ma..shouldnt jump here and there, hahas. :D
In between he still got talk to me laa.. den he wanted an apology. Den ok lo, 好人做到底 so I said sry lo. Anw that apology is suppose to make de la. Cos that time i rli gave him wrong info abt the impression i hav on him thats why he thot wrongly den jiu zhe yang lo -.- 多一个朋友好过多一个敌人吗, so i tried to he hao wif all of those ppl that i blocked lo, but hor some oso nvr wait for me to unblock them jiu ziji block me liaos..haiz..Come to think of it i always 得罪人 lo..so wadever decision i make must rli 三思而后行的不可以乱乱来 but sometimes think too much oso 惹人讨厌..
Conclusion is, 做人真难. -.-

1.

2008-07-04T21:21:00.001+08:00

Yay~!! Monday is youth day!
Another "reason" for me to start muggin later :]
Anw. For the past few days, i've been goin to compass point de kopitiam. And the reason is simple, JUS PURELY TO HAV LUNCH WIF MG AND XY. Lol okay i lied :X There is another reason and well, i wanted to see HIM and lets jus call him Mr MY. I not tryin to sae he's mine but it's becos when i told my dad abt him,
I said : there is this very YOUNG chef, pretty surprised to see such YOUNG chef working here. (lyk the bus driver case o.o).
My dad : No la..they are probably Malaysians and they are here for job not study anw.
I feel that i hav a weird taste..the second time i see him i felt "oh gosh why did i come" cos to me he WAS good looking, thanks to xy and mg as they said that he isnt at all and this contradicts me whether to believe in myself or them, but sometimes i do believe myself baa..Anw it isnt wrong to hav a diff taste, right? and i meant different not weird. :D
Oh..maybe it werent purely becos i was hungry for both food and guys. Lol that sounded wrong but nevermind..Maybe another reason was becos I JUS SIMPLY <3 the chocolate/strawberry/cookie oreo. ITS VERY NICE. Anw i cant wait to watch the upcoming show! PERFECT CUT. BECOS I LIKE FELICIA CHIN! AND U CAN VISIT HER BLOG @http://feliciasrainbow.blogspot.com/.
Todae.
We played volleyball for p.e. lesson, but some of the girls didnt get the chance to play the 5v5 thingy and ya that includes me, good lo cos i'm damn scared of ball ever since it bended my fingers when i was still in primary sch i think. But i hope i will rli overcome this fear and start learning all sort of ball games..And not always badminton badminton badminton -.- Dno if there'll be any hand ache tml, but certainly hope not, hahas. After that, was a boring enriching thingy, erm..it's some lecture teaching us how to ans compre qns which i alr listened to part of it previously when i was doing my wed duty in the library, i dno why they moved from Lt to library and so i knew wad were the ans to some of the qns BUT 偏偏 THAT MRS YAP NVR GIVE ME ANY CHOCOLATE SO 偏心的 THAT TIME WHEN I WAS WATCHING THEM ANSWERING THE QNS THE OTHER TEACHER GAVE LOTS OF LOTS OF CHOCOLATE LO DEN I ANS SO MANY TIMES SHE ONI GAVE ME ONE. SADDED.
For the next next next.... friday.
IM GOIN JOGGING! WHO WANNA JOIN ME!? lol but for now, is my dad pei me :D.
Maybe some other day another guy will pei me!! LOL who will wan to jog wif me sia..anw 我已经没人要了. :( They 要 me oso becos of some advantages they can get from me..not becos they wanna spend time wif me!! :'( Haiz, bu zhi dao laa..love is damn complicated. Todae's jogging was fun! But i ate quite a lot so i dun think i'd gain or loss much. -.- WO DE NU LI QUAN DOU BAI FEI LE!! But nvm..i will train myself to hav btr stamina!! JY! hahas. Den when i jogged pass the sch..i saw Mrs Tay..lmao didnt kno how to react cos she noticed me! i was in my p.e. attire! but i think it's ok laa i was panting anw she will probably think that i was too tired to even wave at her cos i was still catching my breathe.
For the next next next... monday.
MUST WATCH SUPERBAND! VERY NICE!!! I SUPPORT SYNPATHY!! COS IT'S MADE UP OF 5 VERY YOUNG TEENAGERS OF OUR AGE! But i dun think they can go far..Cos i dun think mediacorp wanna sign a contract wif young kids lyk us ba..o.o

GET RDY

2008-06-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

Ok, xinyu wants my post :D lol.
WE GOT A NEW ENGLISH TEACHERRRRR and very qiao, his name is kenneth lee which is the same as my ex sch/classmate at h.i.p.s ahhas..exactly the same name. And he dun like ppl calling him kenny and CHER cos he says that CHER is bird? but he thinks until damn 歪 so he dislikes it and for kenny i dno why he dislikes it and i wasnt interested anw -.- i thot he was good but after 3 days of his lessons i felt that he's kinda slack which is somehow good and bad? hahas..maybe mdm woo is more of those kinda very experienced teacher compared to mr lee.
Erm, mdm tang was sick for this whole week, and a new teacher came in..she's from taiwan and i kinda lyk her ( it's true that i lyk someone easily and maybe dislike someone too ) for being very detailed as she talked abt things lyk the author? And she talked more abt the author den abt the passage -.-..
Okay, den i met that baaassstta ytd, at the lrt exactly the same way how i met Hj coincidentally. I like the way when i met Hj but not wif him, kns the sight of him makes me feel lyk puking can..unfortunately i think he didnt recognise me as i was wearing my contacts. I do <3 my contacts..but still very 不习惯cos the degree of my contacts and spec were diff..ok wad else
Todae i had p.e. same as my bro, diff class, diff teacher but same timing. I<3 his classmates! damn shuai..lol and i 暗恋 one of them..hha!!~~
We learned how to play volleyball too, but unfortunately i got hitted by the ball, directly on my left cheek -.- but it wasnt that serious laa..the ball was thrown by amy..but i dun blame her, cos i felt that maybe she wasnt happy to be the one throwing the ball ahahs..i swapped wif her cos my rubber band was falling off..anw it was my fault lo..for being so stiff having my hands in the rdy position even thou the ball was gonna land on my cheek and not my hands -.- i blame myself for not being those sporty type and has a VERY slow reaction.
After that Xy and i went cp to hav our lunch..we shared this kuey chap hahas, it was nice minus the part when we found hair on pig skin and the fact that some ppl clean pig's intestine wif detergent..so we left the plate filled wif pig skin and intestine. GROSS~~..DEN MOST IMPORTANTLY I'M GONNA PROMOTE THIS DRINK CALL CHOCOLATE OREO OR OREO CHOCOLATE AT CP BASEMENT 1 SOLD AT A SHOP NAME COOL STATION DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF BURGER KING AND NEXT TO THE SHOPS THAT SELL DESERTS AND HOTDOGS. IT WAS FKIN NICE!~ I SWEAR!! U wont get tired of it lyk how mg and i felt lyk puking after drinking half of the coffee latte sold at the cupwalker outside of cp..yea i would sae it's nice but coffee is..eeewwwww..too much isnt good i guess :D.
Den after all the eating and drinking, we went to library to start homework-ing! And beside us were ppl from other sch..they were toking abt birds -.- SMALL birds ok i will not elaborate on that..it's up to ur imagination from here lolol.

TODAY

2008-06-21T10:43:00.001+08:00

SOOOOO ZHUN! SOOOOO LUCKY! he not coming..again.. -.-
Cos of some other reason, not becos of him le.
Anw he sae wad 9 plus meet but he woke up at 10plus?? wtf den i scared i would oversleep so i set alarm and woke up at 8 -.- and now im veryyyy tired zzz..cos i normally wake up at 10 too :( i nid my sleeeppppp~~
Haiz im soooo relieved now but somehow i alr got this feeling that he isnt coming..why the hell i got so worried ytd -.-
but nvm la 雨过天晴了 I JUS WANNA GO ESCAPE :(

TML

2008-06-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

OMG HE'S COMING OVER TML~~
wtf lo..at first he fang wo fei ji nvr come i was angry, and now that he's coming over im getting a lil scared..things might get a bit guai laa lol and im very worried!! I hope i dun give in this time but if he's coming hor, there must be something that he wants ba, and he cfm wants it before he leaves and nvr come bak again LOL wad am i toking abt..anw AIYA DO U GET ME ? I DNO IF I SOUND AS IF IM IN DANGER BUT AFTER TML I CERTAINLY HOPE I WILL SOMEHOW ZHANG DA AND STOP DREAMING LE COS HE MIGHT NOOOTTT BBEEEEEEE BAAAAKKKKKKKK ANNNYYYMMOOOOREEEEEEE.

sky of love!

2008-06-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

AHHHH~~~!! THE WHITE HAIR GUY DAMN SHUAIIII
But the story damn sad :(
Anw, tml goin bak sch to finish all the hw wif mg :l sadd xy cannot come
proj again hhas :P.
Dno if i should ask oopz out again after the hw-ing, cos he said that he's free den i oso dun feel lyk goin home..and when sch reopen its gonna be busyyyyy~ den jiu canot go out that often so must 趁现在 holidae faster meet up wif old frens :D.
BUT HOR MY FREAKING EYE SWOLLEN AGAIN! WHY WHY WHY, WHEN IT'S THE LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAE!! IF SCH REOPEN STILL SWOLLEN JIU JIALAT LIAO DEN I OSO CANNOT WEAR MY CONTACT LENS SCARED WILL 感染到.. but i dno if it's ok to soak it inside for 2 days,
so tml must wear le arbo bad for contact lens ba -.- aiyaaa so 烦.
Anw do u guys think that it's easy to make someone fall in love wif u? Cos to me, it used to be easy, used to be something u wan and u will definitely get it, but for now! It isnt anymore..how hard i try oso wont make someone u lyk to lyk u bak, i guess wad comes arnd rli goes arnd, maybe after few more yrs it will be easy again? Or maybe not? I dno cos i'm not god LOL, but i wanna be god! ONE DAY I WILL!~ *keep dreaming*
But when everything is under ur control it wouldnt be that fun? hahas, but life isnt lyk a game its not the more u play the btr u get, i think the more i live on i dont get anywhere either, i'm always bak to sq one! I was given a chance or maybe many many chances but i didnt cherish them and always making the wrong moves so face it le lo, maybe i should rli cherish the next chance i hav -.-
Irving aka pain told me before, the more THINGS u do, the more experience u get and u get to lvl up! It's so silly..but thinking that way is kinda 乐观 la..anw humans are animals so its common. LOL. And i think that common doesnt mean u hav to do it ma, arbo jiu not unique le >< plus it's kinda lyk 对不起 ur parents de 事, so if one day my parents find out i oso dno wad i will do, maybe end up on the newspaper headline for committing suicide ba hahas

GOT ERROR

2008-06-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

GOT ERROR SIA! I CANNOT EDIT! so nvm i post again lo.
Anw todae i went to sch to hand in some files, and xy, mg were in sch doing their projs so i jus went there and 凑凑热闹, but i was lyk odd one out cos all the e2s :(Den after the projs we went to compass to hav our lunch at KFC, and we drank de pepsi were very very diluted, after that mg went home, xy went bak to continue her proj :l and for me, i went to meet hj lo..Xy very poor thing la! Her group members lyk keep quarrelling sia. But i shouldnt be sayin anything becos its none of my business! wink~ :DHaix when i was telling mg and xy abt HIM mg kept scolding me :( and i guess 我被她骂醒了吧. IF HE WANNA PLAY HIDE AND SEEK 我奉陪到底! muahahahha!
And Hj says that stead wont last, at most oso 2,3 yrs den he sae if u hong(?) dno how to spell that -.- u can hav many girls at one row den i questioned him, u wan so many girls for? den we both ended up laughing lol, that was a very stupid and obvious qn -.- anw, i kno stead wont last la..and nothing will last ba? so since nothing will last den jus stead lo lol dno if this makes sense ma..
Den he said that he wont go for stead le lo, lol..den i jus orhh.. no comments -.-

haha?

2008-06-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY? thou he didnt come..im still happy cos there was another guy that came and pei me :D and he's oopz aka hj lo.
Anw we jus tok abt those recent things that happened lo..and he seems to be a lil irritated cos i ask him out for such small matter >< ps ah didnt mean it..for feeling down over small matter -.- and he wanted me to tok more but i didnt LOL after all we both talked equally much ma :D *beep beep*
Hahas..i think i should jus get over it la, i dno why im willing to be wif him when he wants and can take it when he doesnt wan to..wad for sia, there are many other guys out there i guess -.- and maybe..MAYBE i should go for him hahas ><

心血来潮

2008-06-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

心血来潮 therefore i posting again~..
Todae is the actual father's day? hahas..anw i wanna tell my dad that
I LOVE HIM <3! but i didnt tell that to him face to face thou, i guess i'm not brave enuff :l
Anw..i enjoyed watching my dad behind his bak as in looking at his bak/shadow and everything of his i jus simply can sae that i <3 him!
If oni me and him were at same age laa..he is those very responsible type of guy lo..those that definitely wont cheat u and will hold full responsibility and swear to take good care of u..
Lolol and nowadays this type of guys probably have already extinct..
Well, i'm going somewhere dangerous tml..so, wish me good luck! :]

TODAY

2008-06-15T12:12:00.001+08:00

EEEE ltr got many many good shows! lyk 唯我独尊? and Charlie and the chocolate factory! But i think..todae is father's day? Therefore, we are celebrating it wif my dad..well my mother thought of buying boxers lolol..so we all shared the cost lo :]
Haiz i was very happy on friday, becos someone that i used to lyk a lot a lot came bak to me..and jus one night of talking, all my old feelings for him came bak? And i was all set to give everything i hav to him (erm pls do not think dirty ><) My feelings seems to be always on standby mode, waiting for that fridae to come...and well it came :] but hor..he doent seems to be very sure of his feeling thou..but im ok wif it! I can wait..lyk wad i had been doing for the past few months..and i suppose i can wait for lyk another 1 yr? I dno why i'm always waiting for him..anw why can't he jus be a lil serious and stop answering me wif a "don't know", lyk or dun lyk very hard to ans meh? >.> He used to be very straight and jus rejected me even when i cried and asked him to stay..and now that he came bak..i thought he was willing to give it a try..but on sat, he asked if i think that it's possible between me and him well..i've always thot that its possible if not why was i waiting? And i rli thot he had felt the same but he didnt. He was jus hesitating all along..den i told him that i will decide for him and i told him to tell me a no..and he jus followed and he mentioned that he doesnt wan anyone to get hurt, but he's hurting me wif that bloody no! Den i told him why not a yes? den he was sayin that me and him wont last even if it was a yes, he sae he do hav a lil feeling for me and i think that a lil is enuff to become a lot de lo cos i've always believed that 感情是可以培养的..it's jus that whether u wan or not lo..and i guess he doesnt wan ba? Cos he jus kept thinking negatively..? Why wont last leh? he doesnt even give a proper reason but jus repeatedly tell me that we wont last de..Is age gap rli a very big prob? 4 yrs rli do make a different? Or is it that im a spare tyre? lolol.. even if spare tyre oso can last for few days/weeks ma..he jus kept saying no! den why the hell he came bak? if he rli wan to toy me den 敢敢 toy ma..why care abt my fking feelings..and jus kept hesitating there..maybe he's nice? Well, whether he's acting to be nice or not..the way he do things hor..makes me hav the thinking that ALL guys are nice and thats why i gave in too much to them..

JUNE HOL FLY!

2008-06-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

CRAPPP
June holiday passes so fast lo :(
1 and a half more week and it's gone!
I didnt even get to enjoy anything
and there are still many many homeworks waiting for me!
And not just that, i havent even start revising a single thingy! ZZZ
I played too much.. :(
Anw AURA IS BAK! YAY! Lol..and btw ytd outing was "fun" if u cancel the last part of the outing when my primary schmate and i went to meet rain and pain (rp).
Rp made us wait for lyk 1hr+ damn pekchek lo..sae 1.30pm come and they're still at home..anw at least they came in the end..heng 没有放飞机, arbo i will get more qi lo zzz
And hor they sae until they damn good-looking laa one of them sae that he got 18 ex so far and he's 18 yr old now -.- and the other got a stead that's ex-dnowadgang, and so i asked the lings to come lo..but heng they didnt manage to contact me as i'd off my phone while watching the Kung Fu Panda. OKAY LA I'M GONNA SAE IT'S VERY NICE.. ACTUALLY I THINK IT ISN'T THAT NICE BUT EVERYONE SAE I ACT COOL -.-
Den they called me again at night, i told them wad happened and everything lo den they sounded pretty relieved?
Lol cos if they were "ugly" SHE will sae that i waste HER makeup fee and time to meet RP. Good for them lo -.-
AND AND AND YTD DAMN 巧.
Cos i met two of my primary sch classmate:
Jing xi and Elis.
But oni jinx saw me LOL haha ps made fun of ur name ><
Anw DAMN QIAO AND FUN! o.o
OK EDIT EDIT!
we that dae went out is to celebrate xinyu's bdae!
Very belated one thou but den 诚意最重要!
Dno if xin yu lyk the presents we gave her lo..she didnt sae anything abt it! so xin yu wad do u think abt the presents? anw ps ah wanted to make the bear de but i scared ltr i anyhow make den spoil it :l
So jiu let u do it yourself lo hahas it says DIY ma ! :D

ti shen

2008-06-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

found another meaningful sentence,
某些人或事，一旦失去了，就不用去寻回。
替身，在很多时候都只能让失去的痛楚暂时被麻痹；
替身，始终不能取代原有的。
lol, jus felt lyk promoting this thingy~~ lalala :]
Waa..todae damn pissed lo.
Every round of dota oso felt very kinda angry.
Diao lo at first happy happy de cos i random tio sp
but den suddenly got 3 heros come gang me den shadow (using bone) came to help me but his dmg is lyk very lil lo, den of cuz i died and he ran away thats why im angry lolol.
I looked at his item..diao vanguard? ok laa im not sayin that bone cannot get vanguard but its my first time seeing bone wif vanguard..
To me, bone isnt those tanker material ma, bone should be humji de ba..always ww-ing arnd..but i didnt sae much laa..shadow is my fren ma 不可以让历史重演 lyk aura lidat :x hahas
Den another one was wif rain lo.
i played hamachi wif his frens, den first 2 rounds kept winning de of cuz 我的心情很好 but hor third round, he requested -ardm, the host said ok cos probably it's his bdae todae so jiu let him lo and so i oso played along but sad la 6 - 12 lolol.. i think i stopped at pudge ba..den throne jiu down le.
Anw it was 3v2 laa so even if we lost it isn't big deal after all ma,
but i think i kinda 耍脾气 den gave him cold shoulder..
Ps ah rain >< ur bdae i should've give face :l
To all frens: I play dota is liddat de but after the round while waitin for the long loading i will not be that pissed le laa..所以请大家多多包含. :]

xuan ze?

2008-06-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

拥有选择的自由是一件美好的事，而每一个选择都连带附上一定的代价。
Is this familiar to some of you guys? I found that at page 53 of the 凝思岛.
Well, i didnt kno the han yu ping ying for some of the words so i couldn't finish the sentence.
After reading this, i felt that i was truely happy when i got the chance to decide something even though the ending and consequences suck but still the very first feeling was very very very very 幸福 de.
I dun mind if time could rewind and keep replaying at the part when someone asked me "can u be my stead?" hahas..its damn sweet laa, it should replay until i shuang den let me face the consequences ma..:(
Anw..sad laa! aura is gone! He went Malaysia :( psk psk!~!
hahas..will miss u though and why u leave me when i finally got my contacts.. Boo :(
I'm having slpless night laa..there seems to be many things that are bothering me and i was counting sheeps last night to get asleep.
Horribbllleeeeee...
It didnt work thou..it works oni when i told myself no more 黑眼圈 and thats how i convince myself into slping. Lmao that's oso the real reason why im slping early when its hol! Very torturing :(
forcing urself to slp when u dont wanna slp..
And many many [thankyou] to joel for the song sunny days :D
Lurb it, lurb u, lurb everyone (lmaoo), good nite!
Its alr 12.14am -.-
Haiz, i had to wish rain a.k.a kelvin happy bdae thats why im slping late todae...anw happy bdae to xin yu too :D
cannot sms u ps :(

test~

2008-06-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

Weird.

I did this test sent by someone name Glenn? But I've forgotten who he is although he is still in my Msn.

(Test @ http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html)

Well..it shows that my first priority is family, totally unbelievable man.

I always hated 2/3 of my family members lol. And the 1/3 belongs to my Dad! Hahs..I will always love him no matter wad.

And den second priority is Love, ok that's quite true...

But the last priority was career. Another unbelievable fact? lol

I dno lehs, to me money isn't very impt..but how can it be! Career should be very impt ma..

Conclusion is that this kinda thing cannot be trusted. Lol.

midnight mystery call

2008-06-01T21:12:00.001+08:00

wtfff~~~
Last night, i wanted to sleep earlier and so i slept at arnd 12 LOL i dno if i should consider that early but anw, due to the fact that my lens are coming soon i hav to take good care of my eyes! I had to get rid of those dark circles and yea i've got the slp earlier.
I called vodka at arnd 10pm and he said that his phone had no batt, so he told me that he would call me when he gets home.
Den i only waited til 12am liddat lo, after reading half of the yisu book. (100+ pages to go).
But when i was slping, i think i woke up to answer a phone call, at abt 1am ba, and the guy asked me abt mcspicy and mcchicken den i blur blur ma so i said huh? Den i thot it was vodka so i didnt check whether it's him or not and continued to crap wif him, but after all the crapping he jus hang up, i thot that he would call bak but he didnt, anw it doesnt matter la..
Den the next dae i saw a msg, it was from vodka and he said that i didnt ans his call? ahh.. den i check my received calls and it shows that i got ans his call plus another unknown number, i guess that unknown number must be that mac guy a.k.a vodka ba and so i called vodka to check wif him but he said no it wasnt him and he said that i didnt ans his phone call BUT WTH i rmb last nite i did ans one phone call and it was the mac guy's one, there was someone beside that mac guy laughin away at our conversation lo..it was damn embarrassing laa~~~
But he kept denying that its him and so
TO THAT MAC GUY ITS NOT FUNNY WAKING SOMEONE UP SO LATE TO PLAY A PRANK.
And to vodka, i think i didnt ans la cos i dun rmb a shyt but dno why my phone oso as blur as me, it shows that i got ans leh. -.-

BUS

2008-05-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

LOL to shushuang: i dun hate bus liaos :D
cos hor..todae i went mac wif my mother den we took this 89 bus and i think THAT THE BUS DRIVER IS VERY SHUAI, NOT JUS THAT HE SEEMS VERY YOUNG, i was wondering why he is working as a bus driver lo..anw thats not the point HE WAS VERY POLITE TO THE PASSENGERS! EVEN WHEN THE AH MA NVR PRESS THE BELL HE STILL OPEN THE DOOR AND LET HER ALIGHT WITHOUT WHINNING AND COMPLAINING not lyk last time when i took that bus, the bus driver kns lo, attitude so suck..
Den my mother and i tried the new mac thingy i dno if its new anymore but..it sucks! The taste lyk very confusing lo its lyk pancake as bread den got honey inside, very sweet..sweet until i cant even taste dao the meat hahas.. den i went out wif vodka at punggol park after the oral it was ok la fun lo but he keep tickling me! zz~~
Ms huang didnt let us finish describing the pic lo! i talked half way den she move on to the conversation, haix i think i didnt do well la and i was too loud..even i kno that myself -.-
READING ALOUD DOESNT MEAN THAT U READ ALOUD = HIGH MARKS. lol >< i paused a lot laa hahs.
Den late at night, i went out wif my dad.
As after the breakfast, my mom quarrelled wif me. She didnt wan to buy me the contact lens even though she promised me that she would. Den she told me to tell my dad to bring me go buy them becos if she goes she has to pay for it, and so i asked my dad. And he brought me to compass and buy lo den when everything was settled my mother nagged again -.- she said "$280 so expensive i thot i asked u to go my fren's shop and buy?" DEN SHE OWN SELF CANNOT BRING ME GO MEH SHE SAID THAT WHEN SHE'S FREE SHE WOULD AND TODAE IS HER DAY OFF BUT SHE WENT TO TAKE BOAT TO DNO SOME PLACE TO DO PRAYING.
I jus wanted some reward for my "hard" work LOL.
Overall i'm happier todae and hopefully the next dae and next next......

empty

2008-05-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm confused. Lol, anw nothing much to say la i jus went out wif dan for badminton lo and he bullied me! He smacked me so many times, and the shuttle hit me twice -.- si dan dan...hahas. It's quite fun but i'ill sure hav some muscle ache tml, haiz..over-exercise i guess. Dan seems very pro lor..and i'm jus a newbie, he should have go easy on me ma..
Tml got maths olympiad competition..seriously not looking forward to it, but i cant pon :( as i already pon all the lessons lo, den after that is proj wif xiang yi they all, that part i do look forward to it lols.
Anw, thats abt it -.-

no way out.

2008-05-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

走投无路了。
该做的我也做了，不该做的我也都做了。
i wished that this is just a dream, once i'm awake it will not be in my mind anymore.
And i believe that just cause someone stops loving you, it doesn't mean it's easy for you to stop loving them, hahas.
Today everyone damn nice lo, either no reply or very late reply.
I feel that i hav the rights to kno wad is goin on la..but if u guys rli dun wan to let me kno, i jus wanna sae i can take it de lo, i live in this world for 15 yrs liao 还有什么我不可以接受的？
I WANT THE TRUTH!

sadded

2008-05-24T07:26:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should just get over abt it, i think that there isn't much hope left to 挽回那段感情. Although will 舍不得 but it's ok de la, there are still lots of GOOD guys outside and it's just that i haven't met one yet lo. Anw thanks to those that stayed by me , talked to me and comfort me. Rli appreciate it and actually i was very sad, just that i don't wan u guys to worry abt me la so i tried to joke arnd lo, telling u guys those weird weird conclusion that i've came up. HAHA.

lalala

2008-05-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

Aiyo, today after school, we talked abt the outing wif bengs again and it was until five plus, well i think i did enjoy as in they were very funny and everything laa.
I don't rli know if i should be happy right now as u know..things are still a lil wrong and weird -.- i dno wad he's thinking..anw thats abt it lor, too many things happened and i don't think i should say them all out here, cos u know..they might get some how upset ba..privacy ma Haha

ok i'm bored

2008-05-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Rules of the Taggy Quiz: A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.Here are my answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
- kill him, third party and myself.
#2. If you can have a dream comes true, what would it be ?
- my are-u-lying device
#3. What will your dream wedding be like ?
- all white becos it means pure :]
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
- erm no, i know wad's best for myself and wad's not. (beep, beep, beep)
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Dno leh, haven't got to meet one yet .
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
- Loving someone, at least u are confirm he is someone u can love? better than unsure abt whether to love him or not?
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- another few more yrs, but hopefully not when i'm 30 or so lol.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
- See if i can forget him lor, if can't den i will try harder, i don't wanna be third party or some stupid replacment.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
- Being cheated over and over again. Bad results.
#10. What do you want most in life ?
- Respect.
#11. Is being tagged fun ?
- Not rly, u can read and not tag anything.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
- Still getting cheated.
#13. Who are currently the most important people to you ?
- Parents and friends.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
- uh..? Some kind soul that decided to drop by and tag?
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
- Single & rich, well..i'm sicked of being cheated.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
- Rabit! They are so cute, lovely and tamed.
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
- Study?
#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
- Stupid i guess. (Do u hear any beeping sounds? lol)
#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
- Tio rejected.
#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be?
- Love. Dun need explaination ba..

Didn't rli felt lyk posting but well, i shall do it -.-

2008-05-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ok..this afternoon I had some chat wif the three Ls, den we were planning abt the upcoming "outing wif bengs" lol -.-
But i didn't rli wanna go, as in i felt that all the guys have some fked up attitude and i seriously hate it, if they don't wan/don't like can just say out right? Why keep denying the fact that u didn't wan or didn't like ? It's just 2 WORDS AFTER ALL. Though sometimes i had a hard time saying out those two words but, U GUYS SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS CAUSE U GUYS 骗人不眨眼!
Nicholas is damn pro, he said he will call me at 2am and well, it was a holiday so i thought that there isn't harm waiting for him and he mentioned he would CALL EARLIER, BUT NO HE DIDN'T AND I HAD TO TALK TO IRVING WHILE WAITING FOR HIM THEN WHEN IT WAS 2AM I FELT LIKE KILLING MYSELF, I ACTUALLY WAITED FOR HIM AND THE NEXT DAY HE SMSED AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE FELL ASLEEP.
They like to use " call you later " and end with a "i'm sorry " message the next day or maybe worse, they don't even say sorry -.-
Ok la maybe it's a very common phrase and I shouldn't be taking it too seriously, but haiz..I just hate that feeling.
Sometimes I even gave in and called him, telling him something like " ah I couldn't wait for you to call me so I'm calling you before u do, see how much I missed you? " then we both would be happily laughing away but now, that person doesn't even answer my call and i believe that on the next day, he probably will say "0oh I was sleeping already." when the fact that he might not be sleeping but talking to some other people he likes.
Maybe i should not be so 小气 and treat this "call you later" less seriously the next time someone says it to me, hahas.
AURA SAYS THAT "CALL U LATER" MEANS "
aiya whatever la. later i bored then you entertain me ."
Ok i don't know how i should be feeling right now cause i've once hated someone that told me "call u later" but ended up not calling me and by the way it was something more like, "oh i will call u everyday" but there was one day he didn't call.

o.o

2008-05-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT THINK OF OTHER THINGS TO WRITE SO IM GONNA WRITE THIS WHILE IT IS STILL FRESH, DELICIOUS & NOT SO NICE IN MY MIND.

It all started because of AURA a.k.a vic a.k.a PERVERT!
Lol.
He wanted a Dota match, probably with peace and harmony, but sadly it wasn't and got pretty chaotic. He made my clannies all sad by BD-ing to win!
Honestly, it was damn cheap (臭) and so Dong was scolding, swearing and yeah u know all the vulgarities came out like bullet train then Aura's friends didn't even bother to stay and settle this once and for all or perhaps i was still lagging inside therefore i didn't know wad happened outside the channels.
For me, I'm expecting an apology but it's ok 我看得很开的 just a game ma, cannot break apart my wonderful friendship between me and aura right? :] anw i don't wanna to quarrel over such small things like last time lor..someone actually REFUSES TO TALK TO ME JUS BECAUSE OF A DOTA GAME.
And yeah, back to the game i random-ed and got spectre but i swapped with Dong and i got Ogre Magi, well..it is gay if it gives multi-cast a lot but sadly it didn't and it was a score of 6 - 11 for me i think, but i'm ok with it la i thought we were gonna win with that HAOLIAN troll keep saying i feed WHEN HE BROUGHT HIS WHOLE TROOP OF CENTAUR TO GIVE INVOKER METEOR EAT but i must admit, troll can HL cos he rli is BETTER. -.-
Then when we were getting a lil slacking and i thought we mega-ed them?
But they still were able to control the creeps, so we were spamming "all mid!".
Hoping that we can end this long laggy game -.-
But we sorta failed la, cos we were kinda scattered arnd, and yea they got disable, gay stunners so we got pawned i guess, then when things were getting a lil tense, they bd-ed
AND SO
we lost. To some noob and dirty gay shyt bd -.-
Dong and others got very angry but well, I'm ok with it now.
Aura i don't blame you :] i blame your friends LOL